(BOOK IS COMPLETE!!!!!! But NOT EDITED) A Young Girl is finding herself but then she loses it all to the game
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***Next Morning***(NAYA POV) I woke up and didn't feel Mike touch but realized that was because the twins were now laying between us. I woke up put on some pants and started cooking breakfast. Everyone came down and sat at the table. I got up and walked to the kitchen to get my phone.
DING DING DING ***INCOMING MESSAGES*** Deshaun: Sorry about last night, can we try again tonight ? Deshaun:Im new to dating jus like you forgive me Deshaun: Right after you left I left I swear Deshaun:Forgive me please
I was ignoring him. I went back to the table and finished eating. I got up and put the twins in the tub as Bailey sat on the bed watching tv awaiting her turn. I got all the kids ready then sent them to the play room while I showered up. I put on my nike tights, matching sweatshirt, a light beanie and my white air max plus ultra. I was now ready to go Tasha came along since Brey n Jayce were gone. We went to the mall & grabbed something to eat. While sitting at the table Deshaun walked up.
"Why are you here?", I spat.
"To apologize for last night, I apologize for what happened I went home after you left"
"You must forgot thats my club, you did not go home you picked a new girl to dance with and you took her home"
"Baby I walked her to her car cause she was drunk I only want you let me take you out tonight"
"No I'm fine"
Tasha leaned over the table and inserted herself into the conversation. "She'll be ready by 7." I jus let out a sigh and agreed. He walked away and I told the kids to cover their eyes and I start spitting curse words at Tasha left and right. She jus laughed and I did too. The kids uncovered their ears and we finished lunch.
****LATER THAT NIGHT**** I was in my bathroom getting ready dancing and singing. I was in my towel bent over unstopping the tub when I felt a body press up against mine "I have every reason to snatch this towel and give you the best loving so you don't want to go out anymore" I quickly turned around to see Mike standing behind me in nothing but boxers. I admired his sexy body and tattoos as we were face to face. I snapped out of it and brushed past him saying, "I told you we're only best friends and thats it." I went in the bedroom and quickly put on my bra n panties while he was still in shock about the words that had jus came out my mouth. Once sliding into my skirt he finally had come out the rest room and headed for down stairs. I put on my red sweater crop top and low block heels with my gold jewelry. I went into the bathroom and slicked my hair into a low ponytail. I quickly transferred myself into my Louis Vuitton purse as I heard the door bell ring. I finished my makeup and headed down stairs.
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Deshaun was in the foyer with his all black Versace suit on. I thought maybe I was under dressed. We got inside of his Blue Tesla truck. He played slow jams the whole ride. We pulled up at the docks. We walked to a boat. The boat was so nice and the lighting was perfect. We sat down and dinner was served. Salmon, cauliflower and fresh green beans. We ate and talked. I felt like we were being watched but I jus knew it was me being paranoid. I checked my phone it was now 11:59. We had been talking dancing and having a good time all by ourselves that we let time get away from us. New Years was about to be here. Deshaun pressed his lips on mine as the fireworks started to pop celebrating the start of a new year. I was excited. We headed for the car and I spotted someone run past us. I didn't say anything since Deshaun acted as if he didn't see it. He got in the car and headed for his friend how who was hosting a party. When we got inside it was really laid back but the music was so loud. He started throwing back drinks as we danced. I was enjoying myself but Deshaun was introducing me to everyone as his girlfriend I was getting irritated with his drunkness . We finally sat down and we were back to kissing. I was sitting on his lap making out when he pulled me up and we headed for the car. "I want to go home" I said as we drove off. I knew he had other things in mind but I wasn't ready.
*****4 months later**** Me and Deshaun are still not official or haven't had sex but we have started to go out more and spend alot of time together. Everyone in my family except Tasha hates him and keep telling me it's something about him that gives them bad vibes but I know they jus want me to be with Mike. Mike had moved out and dating him a new girl. Im excited for my bestfriend. I got up out the bed with alot on my mind. I put on some sweats and one of Terrance shirts I really was missing him. I got in my car and turned off the GPS and phone so no one would bother me today. I made this long drive and now I was in my old neighborhood jus walking around. Clearing my head. I was thinking of all the memories me, my dad and lil sister shared. I walked up to a pole filled with bears, candles, and a picture. Tears started rolling down my face as I thought about when I was 16 and supposed to be watching my 12 year old sister but I was busy in some boy face and they did a drive by on his house and killed my lil sister. Tears rolled down my face. I tried wiping my tears but they were coming to fast."Here's some tissue," said a woman. (I knew I had seen a car following me) I turned around and it was Deshaun baby momma. A look of confusion came across my face as I tried to figure out why she would be here.
"Why are you here, did you know my lil sister?"
She laughed "so really don't remember me?"
"I do, your Deshaun's babymama"
She started laughing really hard "Yea but you don't remember me from that night you beat me up in the club for sleeping with your husband"
Everything came back to me. She pulled out a gun on me and pointed at my chest. Walk to my car she said. I got to the car and inside the driver seat was Deshaun. My heart dropped I had really liked him. Why would they be doing this? I hope not over a petty club fight I thought. She tied me up put my purse in my trunk and locked my doors. She got in the back seat beside me still holding a gun on. "What is this about?" I spat in confusion.
"Its about our child and his lil brother you killed."
"I never killed no kid or yo brother Deshaun"
He yelled "YES YOU DID BITCH THATS WHY WE GOT YOUR PRECIOUS BAILEY AT OUR HOLDING SPOT"
(Tears fell down my face as I thought about how scared my baby probably is. She's never been away from me with someone she don't know)
Deshaun handed me a video call with Bailey. She instantly yelled hey momma Im having fun with Damia she at the bathroom right now but she taking forever. Deshaun said say bye to mommy and with that the phone dropped then POW POW POW. I seen blood all across the room and the phone hung up. Deshaun laughed my heart jus melted. I couldn't believe he killed my child.
