Madilton (Modern AU)

Chapter 1

(A/N: This is going to start off with Jamilton and Ladison then lean into James X Alex)

<- Trigger Warning ->
<- Mentions on Death, Suicide attempts, Depression, cutting and  Jamilton->

~John Laurens' POV~
I smile as I follow James around, my former lover. I still love him, and he still loves me the thing is-
I'm dead.
I died a year ago.

~Flashback~
(Still John's POV)
I have a crush on 2 guys.
Alexander Hamilton
And James Madison.
Alexander is dating Thomas Jefferson, so, there's no chance with him, but I'm dating James Madison, the best man in my life.
I bought him some flowers, we've been dating for a year now. I still like Alex, and I know James still likes Thomas, but we love each other more than we do our former partners.
I get out of my car, I parked it across the street.
Sigh
He's going to love the flowers you picked. Stop being so nervous. I start walking across the street and suddenly- BANG.
I let out a shriek of pain and everything goes black.

~James Madison's POV~
While I wait for John to get home I'm watching TV. I hope he's home soon. I miss him.
BANG
WHAT  WAS THAT?!
I look outside and see Jo- John. Laying unconscious on the floor bleeding.
My John.
I quickly dial 911.
"H-Hello?!"
I practically scream into the phone as I'm running down stairs.
"This is the emergency hotline what's your emergency?"
They say calmly.
"M-My boyfriend! H-He's been shot!"
I yell into the phone while trying to keep John alive.
"We will be right there, in the mean time, can you try to get something to staunch the bleeding?"
"Y-Yes"
I reply as I hang up.
Everything is in the house I won't get to it fast enough, I take off my shirt and slightly lift up John's trying to stop the bleeding.
"Please- Please stay alive"
I say as I hear sirens in the distance.
"Please"
I beg, as they arrive.
They ask me questions as I get in the ambulance with John.
"What's his name?"
"John- John Laurens"
"Are you two Married?"
"N-No"
"Do you know any one other than yourself that can be an Emergency contact?"
"Y-Yes"
I say as I give them Alexander Hamilton's number.
Alexander is soon called.

Alexander meets me in the hospital as I wait in the waiting room, he shakes me.
"Who did this?!"
He yells in fear.
Thomas puts a hand on this shoulder.
"Alex. Babe, calm down"
He says softly. Reassuring Alexander John will be okay. I smile slightly at seeing Thomas. Thomas Jefferson has been my best friend since 2nd grade. Only John makes me happier than Thomas does.
John.
I run to the receptionist desk and ask to see John.
They call a doctor to the front desk as a doctor comes out.
"Are you Mr. Madison?"
They say calmly.
"Yes"
I respond nervously and signal Alexander over here.
"And I presume this is Mr. Hamilton and Mr. Jefferson?"
I nod slightly as Alexander and Thomas mutter a slight, 'Yes'
"I'm- Sorry to inform you three that- Mr. Laurens passed"
I sob softly as Alexander grips onto Thomas. I do the same thing.
"Can I see him PLEASE?!"
Alexander and I yell at the same time as the Doctor nods sadly. Showing us to his room.
The doctor doesn't let Thomas enter, making Alexander grip onto ME when he sees John.
I hug Alexander back tightly.
John is dead.
~End Flashback~

~John's POV~
It's been a year since I died.
James is happy.
He wasn't when I first died though.
He'd always cut.
Just about once a month someone'd have to take him to the hospital.
He'd always try to kill himself...
I'm sorry James. 
"Please tell someone James!!"
I'd scream when he was close to passing out.
Whenever he tried cutting...
Or
Overdosing...
I'd always be screaming for him to tell someone, for him to stop.
He always did.
He can't hear me, I'm a ghost, but It makes me happy that I can still see him.
He's living a happy and healthy life now.
He lives with Jefferson and Alex.
The doctors suggested he shouldn't live alone anymore, so now he lives with them.
I'm happy if he's happy.
I love my Jemmy.

(A/N: Wow. First Chapter. Wooo!
Word Count: 726
Thanks for reading guys)