If I Die.... || NaLu FanFic {✔️} [Editing]

7- Almost Dead, Twice

Natsu P.ov
I spent all night and waiting for Lucy to wake up. I softly cried so no one else could hear me.
"Natsu she's gonna be fine," Erza said patting my back.

"NO SHE'S NOT GOING BE FINE, you guys let her get away with too much drinking I couldn't do anything." I sobbed.

I usually never cry but this time all I could do is cry. I sobbed for hours and hours.

Finally, Lucy woke up "What happened, oww! my head.." She said rubbing her head. "Lucy you're awake!" I said giving her a hug.

"What happened Natsu?" Lucy asked.
"Nothing.." I said looking away. "Ok then," Lucy said coughing.

Lucy P.o.v
Tonight is the night I commit suicide. I plan to stab myself with a knife. No one is going to stop me I will do it.

Late that night...

It's 12:32 pm I walked over to the kitchen to grab a knife, I lay down on the ground and hold the knife to my face. "1, 2, 3," I said but instead of stabbing myself I just hold the knife to my face.

My hands were shaking so hard that I could have dropped the knife on my face. Sweat dripped on my hands and breathe with heavily intakes

Then I hear a noise, it was Natsu getting out of bed.

I didn't move, I continued to hold the knife in my face.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING LUCY?!" Natsu yells grabbing the knife from my grasp.

"WERE YOU TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE?" He asked waiting for an answer.

"Natsu I-I.," I said. I burst into tears "Natsu I-I...." I said sobbing my eyes out.

"Please don't cry, Luce," Natsu said picking me up. He took me to the beach. "What the heck were you trying you trying to do?" He asked me.

I didn't answer I just continued to cry. Every time I tried to say something I just cried instead. Natsu put his hand on my shoulder "Lucy if you decided to commit suicide please don't, Fairytail wouldn't be the same without you!" He pleaded.

I couldn't think of anything else but guilt. That was the only thing on my mind just guilt. Guilt, guilt, Guilty! I thought. "I was probably drunk Natsu," I said coming up with an excuse.

"Ok then, but if you ever do that fucked up stunt again I swear." He said walking away. Ok now that Natsu was gone.. How's another way I can kill myself? I thought.

I stared at the water the water, Duh! That's another way I can kill myself. I thought. I walked into the water slowly I went deeper and deeper until I could not stand anymore. I floated for a while then purposely drowned. I choked on seawater for 10 minutes.

Then Natsu runs to me grabbing to the shallow end and yelling "LUCY, LUCY PLEASE WAKE UP!" He yells. I coughed on seawater. I woke up still coughing on water.

"This is so fucked up Lucy!" Natsu said grabbing me. "We are going back to Fairytail." He said. Great, now Natsu is mad at me.

Natsu P.o.v
After Lucy tried to commit suicide. I took to a doctor. The doctor said she is almost at the point of having depression.

"I have no idea what is causing her to act like this, whatever you do don't let her out of your sight, if she starts to act strangely please contact me." The doctor said giving papers about Lucy's almost depression.

"I will keep her safe doctor," I said. "I promise I'll protect Lucy whatever it takes," I said. "Come on Lucy let's go back to Fairytail." I said looking her in the eye. "Ok, Natsu." She replied staring at the ground. I just hope Lucy doesn't have depression. I thought.

Ohh it's getting serious now!
Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter :)
Cya later

~AnimeAngel