Self-Control (Kakashi Love Story)

Chapter 5

Lamia's POV

'Shit.' I thought.

Poor guy is probably so confused. Well Yeah, I am his student but I'm 19! I'm legal. But he doesn't know that.

Damn Sachiko blood and it's hormones.

I fixed up the bed and looked at the clock. 11:07pm. I went to fix the bed when I saw Kakashi's sandals were still here.

Oh.

'A reason to get in his apartmeeent~' my mind instantly thought.

But Even if I knocked he wouldn't be able to get the door and the medicine will take effect in about an hour. I say down on the bed pondering if I should go to Kakashi.

His lips were so close.

I brought my fingers to touch my lips. I wanted to kiss him, I wanted to feel his touch.

I didn't know if it was the hormones that come with my Kekkei Genkai or I just yearned for him. But all I wanted was to be by Kakashi's side.

Why? I didn't know.

Sakura and I were right about the sudden change in attitude of Kakashi when I would be involved.

Does he like me?

Do I like him?

Picking up his shoes, I saw something reflect on the ground.

A key.

'Kakashi's' I thought. I grinned as I took the key and picked up his Shoes.

'I have to return them' I thought.

Looking at my room, I noticed it was all messy though, I sweatdropped.

'After I clean my room'

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Kakashi's POV

It's been about an hour and Slowly I'm starting to feel better. I couldn't sleep so I tried to figure out what the hell was happening to me. I couldn't get Lamia out of my head. The thought of her makes me want to just take her right now and make her mine.

But I can't.

She's 14!

'Age doesn't matter..' I thought

She's my Student!

'Chuunin exams are coming up, If she passes. She won't be your student anymore'

It's Wrong!

'What's wrong with Love?'

I paused.

Love?

Do I love Lamia?

Before I could think furthur, I jolted up when the door to my room was suddenly open. Confused as I look at who it was..

"Lamia? Wha- How did you get in my apartment?" I asked. She stared at me as she brought up her right hand. Keys hooked on her pinky finger.

My keys.

I must've dropped them. "I just came to return your sandals and your keys. How are you feeling?" She asked me as she put the keys on my bedside table and my sandals on the floor.

She touched my forehead. Me, instantly melting into her touch but pushing it away. "Yeah I'm good now thank you, What happened?" I said. Making a change in topic.

"Welllll, I was coming up the building when by the time I turn around I see my sensei on the ground passed out. I ran up to you and tried waking you up but you wouldn't. When I tried to touch your hands they were shaking and you were breathing heavily. I checked your forehead and you were burning up. I had to do something so I quickly opened my apartment and carried you to my room. That's where I took off your headband and sandals. I put a towel on your head and made you some soup. I don't know if you remember but you woke up at that time but quickly passed out again after I asked you if you wanted some soup. You were passed out for a while again until I had to wipe your face since you were sweating a lot. Sorry too since that's where I took of your mask, I didn't want to but I couldn't wipe your face when you had it on.. then after a while I brought you your medicine and a new bowl of soup and changed the towel on your head. Then now I'm here cause you forgot your keys and Sandals." I left out the part where we almost kissed, not wanting to make things awkward.

Kakashi's POV

'She left out the part where I almost kissed her..'

"Why didn't you bring me to the hospital? Why didn't you wanna take my mask off? A lot of people want to." I said to her.

"I- .... I'm afraid of needles." Lamia muttered, her cheeks turning slightly pink as she looks down the floor. She looked so cute I wanted to just hug her.

"Oh, It's fine. I don't like hospitals anyway.. What about my mask?"

She shrugged. "You wear it for a reason don't you? I didn't want to invade your privacy and I didn't want you to get upset cause I took it off without your permission. Sorry again, I had to take it off cause I couldn't wipe your face properly."

I just looked at her, Shocked. She was the only one who actually didn't want to look at my face..

"Kakashi?"

She took care of me, made me soup and kept me cool..

"Kakashiiiiii?"

She was just..

Amazing.

"KAKASHI!"

My train of thought disappeared when Lamia suddenly screamed in my face.

"You kept staring at the corner of the room for 10 mins. Kinda freaked me out. Thought you could see something I couldn't" Lamia muttered scratching her head as she looked at the corner.

I couldn't do this anymore. She was driving me insane.

I took her arm and pulled it for her to face me, She gets pulled and looks at me. Confusion in her eyes.

"Kakashi wha-"

"Why did you take care of me? Why did you go through so much to help me? Why do you feel the need to squeeze yourself in my life? Why Lamia? Why???" I looked at her. So many emotions swirling in my mind.

Her bright pink eyes had shock written all over it. They soon softened and She held my hand that's holding her arm. "You were sick. What kind of person would I be to just leave you on the floor passed out and burning up?"

I was still confused.

"Then why?" I asked her.

"W-Why what Kakashi?"

"Why do you make me feel this way?" I pleaded her.

Her eyes held something I couldn't quite catch. "Feel what Kakashi? Tell me.. What do I make you feel?" She said. Her eyes looked different. They looked brighter and she started to smell so alluring.

Before I could say I anything.

Lamia grabbed my face to face her and

She kissed me.