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I cannot fall for Ryan. He's a fuckboy, and a cute one too. No, I cannot do this to myself.

I start packing my bags so does Ryan.

"And no girls inside the tent." I say as I make my way to the bathroom and he looks at me.

"Of course not."

I pop my head out the bathroom door, "Wait. Aren't you going to argue about it?"

"No." He says smiling.

"What are you up to?" I ask going back into the bathroom.

"Nothing. Just being the man you want me to be."

I go out of the bathroom, "No Ryan. You don't have to change because of me. You can be whoever you want to me, I don't care."

Well, I think I care. I'm starting to feel something for him. Is that bad?

"Lydia, can't you see I'm falling for you."

"Ryan this feeling you have is not something good. This feeling is not real."

"No Lydia. You don't know how I feel. I feel something for you and I wanna try it out. I've never felt like this before and I'll prove it to you."

"Ryan please don't-"

Before I can finish my sentence Ryan kisses me. I can't help but kiss back. His lips are so soft and comfy, is that even a thing?

I pull away from the kiss, "Why did you do that?"

"I want to prove my love to you."

"I don't want to be part of it. So please leave me alone."

"When I saw you with Hunter, my heart hurt. It felt like someone ripped it out of my chest Lydia."

"Oh my god Ryan. When will you realize this feeling your having is fake?" I ask walking away from him, but he follows me.

"I'm not the same guy anymore. I'm different."

"You don't even know me. You don't know anything about me."

"That's why I wanna try something out with you. I really feel something for you."

I don't say anything as to I don't want to fight anymore. Why are we arguing anyway? Ugh, I hate this feeling I'm feeling.

I feel something for Ryan.

All the students make their way out of their dorm and to the cars outside.

I'm going with Jasmine, Hunter and Ryan. The principal said four in each car, and we are not being spoiled, one of us have to drive.

Hunter will be driving and Jasmine will be sitting in the passenger seat. Me and Ryan will be sitting at the back seat.

We all put our bags into the trunk and start driving, following the car ahead of us.

I take out my phone and text my text my mom.

[I'm with a guy mom. I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to text you. The week has been busy. How you doing? x]

A few minutes later my mom replies, [Awww my baby girl. Must I come sort him out? I'm doing fine, how are you my baby girl?]

[No mom there's no need for that. I'm doing good. We going camping, I'll chat to you later.]

[Okay baby girl, I love you.]

[I love you more. xx]

I put my phone down and a few minutes later my phone vibrates again.

I look at it and see a message from Ryan, [You look so hot. You killing me. xx]

[You such a perv.]

[You turning me on. I can't help it. I want you so bad. xx]

I don't reply, and than he send me another text.

[I'm sooo addicted to you. You like a drug to me. xx]

I don't reply and I put my head down on my pillow and fall asleep.

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