Love at first sight? //tomedd//

Chapter 5

(I've been keeping a stack of chapters in my drafts so yeah... Just a few more.)

Please kill me. 

Things got more weirder after that incident. 

I was about to push myself up... But.. Instead Tom.... We'll... He carried me back to my bed. 

Please tell me it's because of the booze he drank. 

Please tell me he's not conscious. 

He left me there without another word yet... He didn't even glance at me. 

Why... The hell would he even... 

That's it. 

I just slammed my face into my pillow and screamed. 

It was muffled so I doubt Romeo could hear it. 

Wait.... 

No. 

Don't... 

I'm sure.. There's another reason he's... Acting this way... R-right. 

Oh no

Tom's POV///

I screamed into my sleeve. 

What the fuck was I thinking!? He's gonna fucking ignore me!  Shit Im a fucking dick-

I tried... Being a hero... I'm not even that fucking brave I swear. 

I can't even stare at edd straight in the eyes,  how the fuck did I.... 

I need more Smirnoff. 

I just... I just carried him to his room... Bridal fucking style-

Wait-

I didn't mean fuck like-

God. 

I muffled another scream. 

Either the universe hates me or my brain does. 

Tord would be worried and I'm here. 

I sigh. 

OK... Just.. Calm down. 

You're in your friends house.. Who's basically and adorable bean.... Alone... Together... 

That's it. 

I pushed my self up and stumbled to his kitchen. 

I needed to leave but..  I left my phone in my apartment so I couldnt call tord. 

Great job Thomas. 

Just.. Great job. 

I sighed and pulled the fridge open expecting a bunch of cola cans. 

And.. We'll it was stacked neatly. 

Classic edd . 

I noticed a bottle of Smirnoff on the shelf just below. 

Does edd even drink? 

I think not. 

Whatever.  I pull out the bottle and slam the fridge shut. 

This was a long day. 

I dragged myself back to the couch and plopped down.

Removing the cap , I gulped down the whole bottle in one whole shot. 

I just... Hate myself... 

For falling inlove with my best friend... Then....

Alright.. OK let me just say this in an easier way. 

I'm a dick.  

A damn jerk.

How was I supposed to explain this to tord!?

He would kick my ass big time plus I bet... He wouldn't talk to edd. 

And probably because of that.. Edd wouldn't want to talk to a cheating fucked up piece of shit like me. 

I placed the empty bottle beside me and  lay on my back. 

I always felt like edds voice was calming but.... Why the sudden... Feeling. 

I mean... I've heard edd before many times.. 

But this... 

Maybe my brain just fucking hated me so it decided to fuck up everything around me and everyone I know and care about. 

I slowly start to drift of to sleep. 

Maybe tomorrow night be better. 

wrong.