Brittany Hills Chronicles: Act 1

Ronnie 25

I wasn't about to put on a show for anybody and as badly as Jace wanted to stir the pot I was too tired and too pissed to argue with Carter's dumb ass..... it's like with him there's no balance whenever we get to a good place he flips the script and becomes an arrogant dickhead again. I walked up to my room and shut the door, I didn't feel like dealing with Carter until he got back from House Two next weekend; then there was Antwan..... he was just a naturally good person and he seemed like he would be the perfect boyfriend but I was afraid of getting involved with him because I really loved Carter, I mean I loved Carter's good side. But another thing that scared me was losing out on a good dude because of the merry-go-round I was stuck on with Carter. Why did he have to punch Antwan? Now it put out the perception that I was playing them when in truth I wasn't..... there was a knock on my door and Carter walked in with those sad puppy dog eyes.

"I'm sorry..... I just hate how that nigga makes you smile, I should be the one who puts a smile on your face and it kills me to see that you're falling for him." Carter said sitting in front of my door, I looked at him for a split second then started taking my clothes off so I could get ready for bed. "Ronnie..... you just don't know what it's like loving you. You make me feel like everything bad that has happened in my life never happened and loving you is like the greatest feeling in the world...... I'm afraid to lose that." Carter said quietly. "Man, if you're not going to talk, can you at least just look at me...... I fucked up again...... but if I don't fight for us then I feel like I'll lose you...... and that scares me."

"Can you get out........?" I asked turning away from him and for the longest time he sat there before I heard him stand up, I felt his eyes on me then I heard the door open and close. Once the sound of his feet disappeared down the hall my phone rang and I saw that it was Antwan and I couldn't help but smile. "I'm sorry for what happened....." I said feeling like it was my fault.

"Don't apologize for that nigga, I just wished you would've been able to stay...... but I got something special planned for us later so be ready." Antwan said and I could feel him smiling.

"So umm what are you doing?" I asked realizing my mistake.

"Man what did I tell you about that shyt Ronnie? What are you doing is an excuse to prolong the conversation, if you wanna keep talking then bring up a topic; you know I can talk to you all night about any and everything..... but to answer your question I'm laying in bed lonely as fuck...... so what's the topic for tonight?" Antwan said and I smirked a little he was really insightful about a lot of different things that were going on in the world and it was always nice to hear his perspective on different things.

"I guess we can talk about sports......" I said and for the rest of the night, we went back and forth over everything from Football to Boxing before we both fell asleep......... The next morning I got up and walked downstairs, Big Mike was cooking breakfast and everyone was here except for Carter.

"Rondell what did you do to that boy last night? He was deep in his feelings, he was ugly crying and talking about beating Antwan's ass every time he saw him I even think he slept outside your door until his rude ass cousin convinced him to come back to his hotel room...... if you ask me I don't believe they are really cousins." Jace said painting his nails with clear fingernail polish.

"Jace stop lying, when Carter came downstairs he got his jacket and left with his cousin..... he wasn't crying, he didn't sleep outside your door and he didn't threaten Antwan." Dejon said.

"He did a look a little hurt though, I never seen him so defeated..... what did you say to him?" Valentino asked staring at me.

"Why is everyone defending Carter? Nobody told him to hit Antwan, nobody told him to act like a jealous ex, nobody told him to come up to my room and tell me how much it hurts him to see me with Antwan. Carter is directly responsible for Carter's actions so don't try and make me out to be the bad guy in this situation!" I said heatedly.

"Chill out all of y'all...... RonRon is right, whatever is going on between him, Carter and Antwan is their business so leave it alone. Ron you know I'm on your side no matter what." Dejon said and I nodded. We all sat there making small talk when Big Mike brought us our food, he could cook but he didn't have anything on Ms. Gina or Monique.

"Tonight Monique is taking y'all all out to dinner since y'all won't be together for a week..... try to be on y'alls best behavior please." Big Mike said.

"Why because if we aren't you won't get anymore pom-pom?" Jace asked causing Big Mike to choke on his orange juice. "Don't act like y'all ain't fuckin, I mean it's the worse kept secret in all four houses hell one of the girls from House One called me crying because you were supposed to be her husband." Jace said and from that point on I pretty much tuned everyone out....... around three the sky was completely dark, there was about to be a thunderstorm which meant my date with Antwan might have to be rescheduled right when I was about to call him, however, there was a knock on the door and Jace let Antwan in and I couldn't help but smile.

"I was just about to call you, it looks like it's about to get bad out there and I wanted to see if you wanted to do a raincheck." I said walking towards him and the smell of his body just..... if I was a whore I'd probably start fucking him right there.

"Nah you're not getting rid of me that easily, come on I got something else planned." Antwan said grabbing my hand and pulling me outside. The ride was entertaining to say the least, Antwan sang the whole ride and even though his singing was worse than Rihanna live he still managed to convince me to sing along with him; we got to the place and Antwan parked his car. I looked around and we were in a clearing surrounded by forest and I had no idea what he was planning. "Get out......." Antwan said hopping out the car and took his shirt off, I started to ask him what he was doing but figure I'd just go with the flow, when I got out the car he was taking his pants off and tossing them in the backseat so he was just standing there in his boxers, his dick hanging out of the side.

"Antwan what are you......" Thunder crashed over head drowning out my words but the look in his eyes was clear, he wanted me to strip..... man I knew I was going to regret this shyt but I took my shirt, pants, shoes and socks off and stood there with him. "What's the point of this?" I asked and he shrugged.

"I don't know I just felt like playing in the rain. I haven't done this shyt since I was a kid and I figured it would be fun." Antwan said pulling me away from the car just as the rain started to fall, seconds later the light drizzle turned into a heavy torrent but that didn't stop Antwan from running around like a little ass kid. "Come on man you're too tense, don't think about it just let everything go and let your inner child come out......" Antwan said as I stood there getting drenched. It took a while but I finally started getting into it and before I knew it I was we were playing in the rain like some idiots but I was having a blast.

"You know I'm going to get you back for this?" I said pulling him into my arms.

"Yeah aight, just wait until winter time...." Antwan said licking some rain off his lips. "I want you to be my dude...... I'm really feeling you, Ronnie, like I'm always thinking about you and I know you think about me too..... you don't gotta give me an answer right now just think about it." He said his lips brushing up against mine, we ended up back in his car laying across the backseat kissing and there was no point in trying to stop what was about to happen.

"I want you to fuck me....." I said before biting down on his lip and he shook his head.

"Aight but only under three conditions; the first being we can't do it here, I've been waiting for this for so long I wanna do it right..... like in a bed so we can go back to my place. The second being that if I fuck you, you gotta fuck me too......." Antwan said looking in my eyes and at this point, I would be willing to agree to almost anything.

"What's the third?" I asked rubbing his dick through his soaking wet boxers.

"The third being that if we fuck, you're officially my boyfriend." Antwan said and I felt his heart speeding up, aww he was so sexy when he got nervous.

"Let's go to your house......" I said kissing him and in that moment I had made up my mind, Antwan was the person I wanted to be with.................................

****** QUESTIONS ******

1) Is Ronnie making the right choice by picking Antwan?