I was actually somewhat relieved that Carter and Jace were out of school today, that gave me at least eight hours to come with an excuse as to why I slept in his bed last night; that was a mistake on my part but Carter just had this effect on me when we were together he was vulnerable, I saw a side of Carter that no one else got to see and that was the side I really liked..... Now his inner hoe was something else entirely, I was awake when he told me Josiah sucked his dick earlier that day and I was tempted to get up and leave but instead I just pretended like I was sleep and listened to him talk; he admitted how much he cared about me and how he wished he hadn't fucked Ciara or Josiah but he was trying to change..... he wasn't trying hard enough though because around lunch I got sent a video from Jace which showed Carter and Josiah laid up in his bed. I was done with Carter if he only knew how many dudes I turned down for his stupid ass and I get we weren't in a relationship but I thought we had an understanding, fuck it I was going to do me until he was ready to stop being a hoe........
"Ayy Ronnie....." Antwan said running up to me and I'm not going to lie he smelled good as fuck. "So I'm throwing a little kickback tonight and I want you to be there, plus I was wondering if you wanted to do something this weekend, like one on one basketball, maybe catch a movie......" Antwan said and I tried not to smile.
"Antwan you're cool as fuck and I could see us being friends but right now I'm....."
"You and ol'boy are dating I get it." Antwan said sadly.
"What NO.... Me and Carter's relationship is complicated. I mean we're not in a relationship but we're kinda..... I don't know like I said it's complicated." I said and Antwan started laughing.
"Nothing is ever as complicated as it seems..... you just over think things. It's honestly simple when you think about it does ol'boy fuck other dudes?" Antwan asked and I nodded slightly. "Does he tell you he loves you then turns around and do some questionable things?" He asked and I nodded again. "Look you know what you want and he doesn't and now his confusion is rubbing off on you. I just feel like you should have fun and if he gets mad then maybe it will cause him to get his act together."
"Is that your roundabout why of saying I should fuck with you until Carter gets his act together?" I asked smiling.
"Nah that's just my way roundabout way of saying that you should come to my party tonight and have some fun..... leave Carter at home though." Antwan said smirking, the bell rang before I could give him my response and I had to run to my next class because I wasn't trying to be late. The rest of the day went about the same as every other day of school boring as fuck; once school let out me, Dejon and Valentino were waiting for Mr. Collin's creepy ass to pick us up.
"You know.... Rondell I think you're giving my boy Carter a hard time, he's really sorry for what he did and he's trying to make it up to you." Valentino said defending his best friend, I pulled out my phone and showed him the video Jace sent me and waited. "Never mind my bro is an idiot, so y'all going to that party tonight?" Valentino asked staring at a group of girls that walked by...... on weekends we got a little more leeway with our curfew usually we had to be in at eleven but it got pushed back to one and Dejon was given weekend passes to do whatever he wanted.
"Nah I'm staying with Natasha this weekend......... but umm Ron-Ron, if anything happens you know to call me right?" Dejon said that was his subtle way of letting me know that he'd come back if Mr. Collins tried anything again, the van hit the corner doing sixty once I saw who was driving I couldn't help but smile.... Ms. Gina was what I imagined having a grandma was like she was actually the one who named me Rondell, she had been working at Brittany Hills for about twenty years everybody loved her even the boys of House Two but we were her favorites, Jace swore that every time she walked into a room 'Boss Ass Bitch' Started playing.
"So which one of y'all get's to drive today?" She asked looking over us, of course we started arguing technically it was Carter's turn to drive but since he wasn't here it was my turn. "Aight Rondell you're up please don't kill us." She said since the rumor was I had a lead foot.
"Where's Mr. Collins? I thought he was on duty tonight....." Dejon asked.
"Who cares if he never came back I'd be sooooo happy..... I know his creepy ass is the one who keeps stealing my boxers." Valentino said.
"Hush boy.... Mr. Collin's gout flared up so he'll probably be out all weekend." Ms. Gina said and I tried to keep from smiling, I really disliked Mr. Collins me and him.... well it's complicated and only Dejon knew the whole truth. We got to back to House Two and Jace was washing the House Car while Carter and Josiah picked up trash around the house.
"Why is he here?" I asked looking at Josiah and Carter who were smiling at each other.
"He got into a fight with Tony and you know they can't be in the same house, so he'll be staying with us this weekend." Ms. Gina said and I rolled my eyes and handed her the keys. As I walked into the house Carter ran up to me and tried to say something but I shut the door in his face; an hour later I was finishing up so writing.... I liked to write for fun, don't judge but as I was finishing up there was a knock on the door and Carter walked in my room and crossed his arm.
"You're a piece of work you know that? You come in my room last night, cuddle up against me had your dick pressing against my ass then you have the audacity to slam the door in my face like I did something to you. So what the fuck is you problem Ronnie?" Carter asked the vein in his forehead throbbing.
"Are you fucking serious Carter? Let's see what my problem is you fuckin cheated on me, then you played this whole jealous ex thing when I was chillin with Antwan, then you let that nigga Josiah suck your dick, then you go on this long as spiel last night about how much you love me and how much you wanted to try and then today less than twelve hours later you and that nigga were laid up in the same bed we slept in last night.... so if you wanna know what my problem is you're my problem Carter." I said calmly.
"Uhh huh?" Carter said stupidly because he knew he was caught. "I didn't cheat on you Ronnie, we were together so you really can't be mad at me for sleeping with another person." Carter said weakly trying to defend himself.
"I'm glad you said that because I don't wanna hear shyt from you when I do the exact same thing." I said looking in his eyes.
"I swear to god you better not Rondell..... I'll beat any niggas ass who looks at you and I'm dead ass serious." He said balling his fist.
"Get out my room....." I said as he took a step towards me. "I'm not playing Carter get the fuck out!" I said pushing him.
"Ronnie I'm sorry.... me and Josiah didn't even do anything today we were just talking, that's it..... I'm trippin but you gotta believe me I meant every word I said last night, I'm done with all those other people just please give me a chance to prove that......" Carter said brushing his lips against mine.
"Get out...." I said pushing him towards the door and he sighed but left anyways. I sat in my room for another hour scribbling down how much I couldn't stand the effect Carter had on me, once I calmed down I decided to at least talk to him and hopefully get the whole truth. When I walked in his room however he was gone, he was probably out with Valentino shopping for something to wear to this party tonight, I sat on his bed and started wondering what the fuck I was doing letting this nigga keep playing with my heart.
"Oh shyt I didn't know you were in here....." Josiah said walking into the room, I didn't respond because I didn't like him and he knew that. "You mind getting up really quick?" Josiah asked I moved over slightly and Josiah rummaged through Carter's bed and pulled out a pair of underwear I knew didn't belong to Carter and I also saw an open condom wrapper. "Thanks....." Josiah said smirking as he walked out Carter's room, they didn't fuck huh? Okay fine if Carter wanted to play I was game and I would show him I could get just as low and petty as him....................
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Brittany Hills Chronicles: Act 1
Novela JuvenilFive young men; through circumstance or chance all growing up in the Brittany Hills Group Home. Ronnie, Carter, Dejon, Valentino and Jace all learn that at the end of the day all they have is each other..........