Save Amy

•pre sleep overs•11

2 weeks later......
School sucks but I have Lisa and Jacklyn to go through highschool with me. I also text Erika but she is always busy with her friends. We went from being bestfriends to friends to just acquaintances. She's that friend that compliments all your posts but you never speak. I don't know what's worse the fact that we never speak or knowing she never speaks to me because she made new friends and I can't be that friend. Adrienne hates me. I don't know what I ever did to him. I try talking to him but he ignores me or just tells me to bug off.
I've decided not to busy myself with the past and make my own friends. They've obviously given up on me and I'm no longer gonna watch that happen to me.
Mom left the house for a break. Dad gives her trouble for coming home late. This is making me hate marriage. Mom went to a friends house she is only staying there for the week then back to the arguing when they think I'm asleep.
While she is having her sleep over so will I. Jacklyn and Lisa barely talk and I want to have a mutual friend group. Maybe that cane be something more. They are coming over in the morning of today at 10 so we can enjoy ourselves sun bathing and swimming at my pool. The rest of the day is up to them and they would leave the morning of.
Dad was going insane until mom left. So this is good for them but as long as they still are married I'm good. I don't want to have a separate family not by blood to me. Then who would I live with. Too much drama. *IVE GOT THE EYE OF THE TIGER STANDING THROUGH THE FIRE AND YOUR GONNA HEAR ME ROOOOOAR LOUDER LOUDER THAN A LION CUZ I AM THE CHAMPION AND YOUR GONNA HEAR ME ROOOOAR.* I blasted while finishing the last of my conditioner slapping it onto my head making a flap noise which made me laugh like a maniac.
I go extremely crazy without my cherry juice and we've been out of cherry drinks since yesterday which is why I texted both jacky and Lisa to grab me it. They don't know that I asked both of them. It's a win for me since I get two juices and they lose cuz they shouldn't have spent money on me knowing the other one would have bought it for me. Oh and also I texted them at 5 am this morning for my drink so it was the first text they saw. Did I set up an alarm at 5 for my cherry drink. Maybee who knows.
I got out of the shower wearing sweat pants and a tank top. I told them to wear shorts or sweat pants because I'm not about to have two uncomfortable girls at my house no thanks.
I had my house fully cleaned so I prepared everything along with snacks. I'm fully packed and the pool is clean so we can swim. I even warmed it.
I'm so excited they would be here any minute now.