*dad I'm going out today to check out the neighbor hood today?* *no.*
*but I already asked you yesterday what's so different about today?*
*yesterday your mom and I were perfectly fine today we are not. So no.*
Wtf this is so unfair. *but what does your fight with mom got to do with me! I was sleeping I did not do anything. So yes.*
*Amy if I say no it means no.*
*yeah but you already said yes.. had you said no yesterday I wouldn't be arguing with you. You already have mom to argue with.*
*Amy enough!* he was really stern but I didn't care. I didn't do anything to him so why should I be punished. I opened the door slammed it and sat on the porch.
I was sick of staying home all day and the only free time I had was at school where a btch got in the way of everything. I actually didn't even check out my backyard and I heard we had a pool. So I'll do what I do best.
I went upstairs picked up my pink bathing suit with ruffles to wear for a good swim. It was a beautiful weather today so a swim would be nice for clearing my head out and having me time.
I also decided to text Adrienne because I was really starting to miss him.
I miss you Adrienne 4:09
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I dipped my foot in before completely allowing the
water to over take my entire body the deepest was about 7 feet. Which was huge compared to my 5'5'' frame.
I sunk into the seven feet at the edge of the pool sitting in a crisscross position allowing the bubbles out of my mouth float.
Every now and then I would open my eyes to look at the distance between. This was my quiet place my get away my protection from every one and every problem they put onto my shoulders .
When I reached the top I breathed out all the water I kept in and suddenly the weight on my shoulders returned.
This is reality.
I can't hide from it.
I can't run from it.
I'm slowly being bullied.
I'm losing Adrienne.
Mom and dad fought.
I'm not perfect.
I'm human.
I put Shawn mendes nothing holding me back song on blast and stayed above water screaming the song out loud too my throat started hurting.
THERES NOTHING HOLDING ME BACK!
I
Am
Done
With
People
Hurting
Me.
I will go to that party on Friday screw what people tell me anymore. I'm not five anymore.
I need freedom and I will say it before leaving the room.
Time to shop for dresses.
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Save Amy
Teen FictionAmy is given one shot at her new school. Will she make it out of those snarky comments about her past or will she live the rest of her high school as the unwanted new girl. Read through the pages of her life as she goes through being bullied, family...
