R5's little sister

Chapter 4 : again

I blink slowly and I can see my mom standing over me in tears. Where am I?

"Rosie oh thank god." She says wiping away her tears.

A man approaches me. "Hello Rosie my name is Dr. Brown you are in a good condition you just had a panic attack. We've done some tests and you should be fine to leave later this afternoon. Well talk to you later about what possibly caused this attack but for now your family is pretty eager to see you so I'll let them in." I suddenly realise I'm in hospital.

The herd walks in meaning all my brothers and my sister. "Rosie!" They all exclaim shooshing each other and trying to be as delicate as possible. I sit up. Ross approaches the bed first. "Rosie I am so sorry that we made you sing you never have to do it again it was to much pressure and we..." i cut him off.

"Oh my god Ross no I loved performing I wanna do it 100 times again." They all sigh in relief. "Okay thank god." He says backing away from the bed. After having a chat with them all they head down to the food court and I am left with mom and dad.

"Honey... tell us what happened. What's wrong? Maybe you shouldn't be staying at the bands house?" My dad says.

"No I love it there... it's just I hate school so so so much." I say. "Yes honey school can suck but you just have to stick to it for a couple more months." Dad says sympathetically.

My heart rate increases. "Honey it's okay it's okay." Mom says and my heart rate decreases. It's a lot more intense when you hear the beeping noise like in the movies. "I did some research and the school offers an online course, however we would have to apply for it and you would still be expected to attend co curicular activities or join a team of some sort." She says. I sigh. "That could work... could I do hockey?!" I ask hopefully. "Honey the school doesn't have a hockey team this year remeber?" My dad says.

"We'all work on something but the doctors want to talk to you okay?" I nod as they leave the room.

Suddenly I feel very vulnerable on my own when 3 doctors with check books sit on the seats in my hospital room.

"Hi Rosie I'm doctor brown and I'm just gonna ask you a couple of questions okay?" I nod. Does he have to introduce himself every time?

"So do you remember what triggered the panic attack?" He asks. I have a mental debate with myself whether or not to show him the Snapchat. I eventually grab my phone and show him crying. Even though I'm not watching it. Hearing what they have to say hurts just as much.

"It's okay rosie do you get bullied at school?" He asks kindly. I nod wiping away my tears. "Okay we're going to have a talk to your mom and dad. I nod as he leaves the room I start to cry. They're going to be so upset. Suddenly Rydel comes in. "Show me Rose." She says sweetly but firmly. I show her and she begins to tear up. "How could she... Skye I promise it's not." I interrupt her. "What do you mean it's not? I am I'm annoying and ugly and no one likes me people only talk to me because of you guys and I'm a freak." She shakes her head crying. "ROSIE NO WHO TOLD YOU THIS PLEASE OH MY GOD OH MY GOD." She says as we both bawl our eyes out. Riker walks in and calms us both down but Rydel has to leave the room.

We sit in silence for a while. "I hate that I've done this." I say. "Done what?" He asks. "Everything mom and dad are upset Rydel is upset and everyone is so sad and scared and I just hate myself for doing this to everyone." I say. "Rosie it's not your fault at all." He says looking me in the eyes. "Yeah but.." he cuts me off. "No rosie listen to me I promise you it's not your fault." I nod.

A couple of minutes pass. "Rose?" Riker asks. "Yeah?" "If you could do anything right now what would it be?" He asks. "Probably head to the beach for a surf and then grab some sushi after." I say sighing at how good that sounds. "Let's do it." He says "what? How I'm in hospital?" I ask. "Who cares I'll talk to mom and dad and tell them that's what you wanna do and we'all head down to the beach for a surf and then grab sushi after. "Seriously?!" I ask grinning. "Yeah why not?" I hug him. "Thankyou." "All good." He says breaking away from the hug.

20 minutes later everyone is heading back to the house to get changed into their bathing suits. I get changed and put a tee shirt and shorts on top. We have a surf and then we go out for sushi and I can't help but smile they turned the worst day into the best day in two seconds. We head back I have a shower and then go to bed.

The next day I wake up and grab some breakfast ( cinnamon toast crunch ) and sit in front of the Tv. Slowly everyone joins me in the family room. "So what's the plan?" Riker asks. "Why don't we just do the same thing as yesterday?" I ask. Everyone seems to agree. "Yeah alright sounds good." Riker says. "Oh we could go out on a boat!" Rydel says hopefully. "Yesss." I say agreeing. "Boat it is." Rocky says.

Hey guys hope you enjoyed the chapter sorry it was a tad short but you know... anyways hope you liked it feel free to tell me stuff you liked or didn't like thanks :)