Lousy Truth

I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know

Oh, I know that I am here
And you are there
But we still have our love
We move just like the moon and sun.

-Hey! I just came from the music store, look what I found. I can't believe this Nirvana vinyl was just one dollar...
-Chris... we need to talk -I said as he entered my room
-What? What happened? -he said worried putting the vinyl in his backpack again
-I... I'm going to study medicine -I said calmly
-Really?! -he said smiling- You will be the best doctor in the world! I'm glad you made your decision, love -He said hugging me
-Chris... I... -I pulled him apart.- I got accepted in Berlín.
-What? -He said sadly
-I'm moving to germany... -Tears were blurring my vision

The sun comes up the moon rolls down
A world apart but they don't make a sound.
They know their love spins us round.
I've been to heaven, I've been to hell,
I've been to Vegas, and god knows where,
But nothing feels like home like you babe
I love you more than you will ever

-Chris... please, answer the phone. I'm so worried about you... Please call me as soon as you hear this message.-I hung up the phone and started crying in Helen's shoulder
-He's fine, Ciara. He will call you back. -Josseline tried to calm me
-Ciara... if he does not support you... then he's not the one -Jackie said angrily
-Jackie, you can't say that. Chris love her so much. He's just...
-An Idiot- Jackie interrupted Josseline
-Come on, girls shut up. You're not helping Ciara - Helen said

Oh I've got my car and my guitar
A couple pills a couple scars.
But I made a wish on a lonesome star.
Star oh star, you shine so bright
Won't you grant me one small wish tonight
That I wont die on this destructive path of mine.

-So... you made a decision...-he was laying behind my bedroom door
-Chris... I haven't done anything yet -I said looking at my hands, sitting in my bed
-Why? -he said looking at me
-I-I wanted to ask you...
-What? -He asked angrily- If I can organize you a party? If I can help you pack your things?
-Chris, I'm just trying to...
-Trying to what? You're leaving me! You know you're all I have! -He accused me
-It's not my fault that I have plans in my life! -I yelled angry
-I do have plans! I wanted to live a life with you!-he yelled
-Chris, I didn't meant to...
-Just go. Leave me alone.I don't care. -He said crying, opening the door
-Is... is that what you want?-I said with a broken voice, stoping him.
-Just get out of this town. I don't want to see you anymore.-He said without looking at me, closing the door behind him

I've been to heaven, I've been to hell,
I've been to Vegas, and god knows where,
But nothing feels like home like you babe
I love you more than you will ever know
Oh oh Than you will know oh

I was crying at the entrance. I didn't move until he ended up playing.
I heard the people clapping, and cheering
-Hope you're having a good time -Chris said at the microphone
I looked back and saw him walking towards me.
I froze in my place. I couldn't move. I saw him walking so, so slowly. I closed my eyes, trying to convince me that this was just a dream. But when I opened them again, Chris was just in front of me.

-Ciara...
-I have to go... -I said without thinking
-No -he said taking my hand
-I need to go home, Drew -I said taking my hand away
-We need to talk -He said calmly
-Why? -I said sobbing- What do you have to tell me?
-Just let me explain everything
-Like what? -I said crying now- Like... when you started dating Fiara Jhonson?
-Who tell you...
-It doesn't matter. -I said angry- I know you were with her the day I left this town.
-That's not what happened!!! -He yelled at me
Everyone in the bar were looking at us. No one was talking, or even looking at their phones. They were curious about what was happening between us.
-I don't want to know. -I said looking at him.
-But you need to know! -he said angry
-Christopher... this is all. I don't want...
I was so angry, hurt and sad. I was crying so much that I couldn't even see him very well.
-Ciara, let me explain to you...
-I don't want to hear you!!! I-I'm sick of you. I'm tired. -I said sobbing
He looked at me so sad, so heartbroken.
-I don't want to see you anymore.