Mystery Boy

Chapter 40

I look at Jug . "Jug maybe she's right ", I say lifting my head from his shoulder . He looks at me with a confused face . 

"Who Jasper ?", He ask . I nod at his response . He shakes his head . 

"What that we're not a match Ganessa , that we are different haven't we been through already ", he says irritated . Jug gets up running his fingers through his head . 

"I mean that we just are so different and our lifestyles are different ", I say standing up . "What and Jasper is my type because she's just like me ", He says . 

I look at him confused . "NO, but what is that supposed to mean ", I say . He shakes his head . "Don't think for a moment that I don't love you or  want to be with you , but when will you get over this , we're different phase Ganessa ",he says mad now ."I can't keep doing this with you , if you complain about us being different because I know that and I don't care , but it seems to matter to you alot ", He adds . I grab his hands . "No no , Jug don't say that , it doesn't matter to me ", I say tears forming in my eyes . 

He opens my window and starts heading out without saying anything . I lay in my bed crying myself to sleep .

I wake up and wipe my face . I feel so broken , like I had just lost Jughead because of this stupid girl and my stupid thoughts . 

I get to school and just go through my classes so upset with myself . Jasper sees me in the halls . 

"What's up with you and your boy ", she says . I shake my head . "Well he's been like sad or something because he was crying today in math ", she says . 

I look at her . "Where is he now ", I ask . "The blue and gold ", she says . I nod and go there I have to fix this . 

I walk in and see Jughead at his computer .He looks up at me . "Um can we talk ", I say . "Ya", he says softly and closes his computer . 

"About last night what I said , you're right and I need to get over this different phase thing I have , I'm just worried about us ,"I say . "I'm afraid someone will take you away from me because we are so different , I'm afraid you'll have someone who will have everything in common with you like Jasper and ...", I choke up on my words as tears are falling down my face . "and , you will be happy with her and i'll be here , I'm afraid to live in a world where I don't have you ", I finish . I wipe my tears away . 

Jughead walks up to me and wipes my tears away . "I was afraid I lost you because of what I said last night ", he says with a sad tone . "Come here", he says hugging me . I hug him back and lay my head in his chest .