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MINHYUK | 13:25 PM
Throwing my head back, I laughed.
Laughed that it was finally going to be over.
I was skipping, letting myself open my mouth in a smile, the curve aching; I've missed that.
A little piece of me, old me, before I leave.
Bliss.
I halt at the cliff's edge, my heart suddenly stopping at the sight. I see the remains. The glass. The metal.
The cliffs are beautiful. Shades of brown and grey, cascading waves of thick and thin.
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When that car crashed on these cliffs, a part of the group died.
A part of me.
I was living as a shell, a empty piece of nothing on this earth.
It was time to meet the other broken pieces.
I closed my eyes, smiling as I thought about Kihyun. About Changkyun's appalled expressions when Jooheon tried to kiss up to him. Shownu's robotic like self; completely poker faced while we laughed at him. Wonho and Hyungwon, happy. Without a disturbance like me.
I know what everyone feels.
Hyungwon forgives me. As if he wasn't hard enough to stop loving.
Wonho is a kind person, but he is torn. He is afraid of going to any extreme.
Jooheon has a good heart. It's the only reason he's so mad. Because he cares about each and every one of us like his life. He was the one who warned me before it was too late. But he is clouded by, like everyone else, his first loss. He's hurting. No aegyo, no cute side. Only the cold person I used to recognize as Jooheon remains.
Changkyun. He doesn't know what to say either. He's only been quiet. He's been with us the least, so he doesn't feel that close with Kihyun and us, but he did know Jooheon for years before all of us. He probably thinks our group is terrible. I wouldn't be surprised if he left Starship.
