after walking the distance ,l saw the hell hole people call school. to say I was scared was an understatement.
I had so many thoughts running through my head like will they like me, will I be all by myself, what if people call me weirdo, will I get bullied. I decided to push all those thoughts back as I walked through the gates.
I pushed the doors open and everyone stopped and stared, some even whispered. I couldn't hear what they were saying and I decided I didn't care but I still sped to the office but before I could make it I hit something very hard.
when I looked up I saw the most beautiful piercing green eyes and hair that you just want to run your hands through. at first he was looked as if he was going to shout but when he saw me he started smirking.
"hey watch were your going ,we don't want your pretty self getting hurt"
pretty,did he just call me pretty cause no one has ever called me pretty, I think I might like it here after all.
"I um I " oh my god did I stutter
I started to play with my fingers trying not to be too awkward,he must of seen me fidget cause the next thing I know he has both my hands in his, he pulled me close and whispered to me.
" I'm Jason and you must Alex, its great to meet you"
then he let go of my hands and walked away leaving me stunned, I stood there for about 5 minutes until I snapped out of my trance and continued my way to the office.
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I managed to get through my first 3 classes and now it was lunch , I made my way to the food line I was about to line up when I felt someone breath on the back of my neck.
" hey Alex you don't have to line up you know just come with me"
when I heard that voice I knew it belonged to Jason, he held his hand out for me to take but before I did I felt someone staring so I looked up and I saw Ashton glaring and I automatically knew Jason was his friend, I hated what I was about to do but I needed to do it to gain Ashton's trust.
" I know but I don't want to be a stuck up popular kid who gets what they want"
when I looked into Jason's eyes I knew I had hurt him but he quickly recomposed himself before anyone could see.
" whatever I bet your just a bitch who has posh parents and thinks they are better than everybody else, well guess what your not"
that really hurt but he needed to understand I did that for Ashton because we made a deal and I wasn't one to break a deal even if it meant having no one .I felt tears threatening to spill at the fact he mentioned my parents.
he saw that i was about to cry and I knew he was about to say something but I ran because I didn't want pity from anyone.
today has been soo great.
