I have to get out. Out of here. Need air. Even one breath could make the difference, why me? Why does everythink I touch break? First my parents now Ashton. I knew I should have killed my self the day my parents died. I should have left with them. "Alex" I didn't here my name being called by Jayden. "Mrs Black?" Sometimes during this month I couldn't stop thinking that some how this is all my fault. Everything. If my parents didn't try to save me they'd still be alive. If I didn't get drunk Ashton would still be here.
"Alex!"
"Sorry" that was all I could say.
"It's okay. We think it will be best if we leave"
"Thank you"
"Bye mrs Black" she said her goodbye with a single nod.
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It was late in the afternoon. I was lying on my bed tossing a ball onto the wall and slowly watched as it bounced back. Im like the wall. I repel everyone and everything that touches me. I can't let this happen again. I need to see for myself. I need to see Ashton. I ran downstairs and out the door I had no time to start the engine on the car so I just ran. I began to walk after my sprint because I became tired but eventually I ended up at the hospital. "Im looking for Ashton Black"
"Who are you?"
I know they wouldn't allow me if I wasn't related in some way
"Cousin, Alex Newton"
"Room 249"
"Thank you"
I power walked all the way untill I reached the room. There was a nurse in there already, about to turn of the machine
"Wait, stop, please just for a minute"
I walked up to Ashton all I wanted to do was talk to him for him to insult me on last time and for me to laugh it off I opened my mouth to speak
"Sorry" my word was a muffled whisper.
"Okay, proceed" I said to the nurse but I didn't back away from Aston she slowly turned off the machine and walked out leaving me in tears. Even though it didn't turn off right away it was on its way to turn off. Until it was off. I slowly walked out of the room in deep tears.
"Alex" the word was almost unaudible. My hand was on the doornob as I turned around to thr sound of my name "Ashton?" Tears were streaming down my face...
__________________________ update. ik I said over the holidays but I coulndt wait. I had alot of free time
