Love is beautiful (lams)

First date and first kisses

John's pov
I scanned my closet, deciding what to wear. I wanted to look perfect for this, it's Alex and I's first official date! I picked out a light blue button up and a blue tie that matched perfectly. Thank god for Lafayette's sence of style. Now for pants; oh! I'll just ask Herc!

Turtleboi- hey Herc, what kind of pants would go with this shirt?

Turtleboi sent a picture to Hercyjerky

Hercyjercky- try gray slacks or jeans. What's the occasion? You never dress that formal.

Fuck, I didn't tell anyone except Peggy...

Turtleboi- you and Laf are gonna kill me...

Hercyjercky- you're scaring me johnny boy...

Turtleboi- 1. Don't call me that. 2. Alex and I are going on our first date.

Hercyjercky- whaaaAAAAAAT? AND YOU DIDN'T FUCKING TELL US WTF JOHN?!

Turtleboi- umm, yeah, haha, about that...

Herckyjercky- I can't believe you sometimes! Why didn't you tell us?

Turtleboi- well I told Peggy, I didn't want you guys-well, Lafayette-freaking out on me.

Hercyjercky- I'm not going to say you're wrong😂

Turtleboi- thank you. I have to get going, thanks for the outfit help.

Hercyjercky- go get em, johnny!

I rolled my eyes at the nickname, but decided not to argue. I had to get ready! While I dressed in the bathroom, Alex went to get ready in Laf and Herc's room. Luckily, the Frenchman went shopping with the Schuylers, so no further explanations were needed.

I looked in the mirror, and decided I'd wear my hair down, something I rarely do. I opened the bathroom door to find Alex, and-

Wow.

He was wearing a grey long-sleeved shirt and a black vest with jeans, and damn, he looked so hot. Fuck, why am I thinking like that? Shit, I was staring...and we are both blushing, aaaaAAAAAAHHH!

Alex's pov
When John asked me out, I was totally thrilled! But, holy fuck, he looked just...amazing! I never knew someone could look this good, my god! But of course, before I could even comprehend my thoughts, a comment slipped out of my mouth.

"You look...beautiful." I said, dazed and lost in his eyes. Wait, whaaaaat?! I didn't want yo say that! I mean, yes, he looked like god had made the most perfect human being ever and he was standing right infront of me-gaah! I'm internally rambling, crap...

"Thanks, you look lovely, Alex." He said, a blush and a smile on his face. Is it bad I just want to kiss him?
"T-thanks." I studdered out quickly, a bright red dusting my cheeks as well. He giggled and looked at me with those golden eyes...
"So, you want to get going?" He asked. I looked at him and smiled.
"Definetly."

We walked down the sidewalk, and talked about school and other stuff. Halfway to the restaurant, our hands brushed against eachother, making both of our faces go red. I started moving my hand towards his, and we intertwined our fingers.
"So, where are we going?" I asked, and he smiled.
"It's a surprise, but I think you'll like it." He replied.
"As long as I'm with you, I'll go pretty much where ever." I muttered.
"Thanks, Lex. I feel the same about you." He said, and gave my hand a small squeeze.

We smiled at eachother, and sat in a comfortable silence until we reached the restaurant, which turned out to be a pride bar/restaurant. I turned to John, a smile on my face and my eyes filled with excitement.
"I've always wanted to go to one of these!" I exclaimed. I felt like a little kid on Christmas morning, I couldn't wait!

We went inside and ended up ordering nachos, pizza, and two slushies. We talked about our interests, what we like to do in our spare time, nice things like that. When we were done eating, we got ice cream and sat in the park, watching the sunset.

John's pov
The night was going perfectly so far. Alex loved the pride bar, and I love seeing him so happy. We sat on the grass as I watched as his eyes reflected colors of the sun.

"The sky is amazing tonight." I said, grinning at him
"Yeah, look at the colors!" Alex said, a wide smile on his face.
"Do you know who else is amazing and beautiful?" I asked. He turned to me with a light blush on his face.
"Who?" He asked, cocking his head slightly to the side.
"You." The next few moments were a blur of color and invisible sparks, fireworks everywhere inside of me.

He kissed me. Alexander Hamilton had leaned in and kissed me. It was the best feeling I'd ever had. I felt like I was walking on air as his soft, perfectly shaped lips met mine. The moment, however, was brief, as he pulled away with an apologetic look.
"Oh my god, I'm sorry, John, I don't know what got into me! I just, I'm so, so sor-" I cut him off by kissing him back.
"Alexander," I looked him in his chocolate brown eyes, and caressed his cheekbone with my thumb. "please, don't apologize. You don't have to. I, I actually really liked it." I said, smiling at him.

Just then, I noticed he had tears in his eyes.
"Alex, are you alright? Was it something I did?" Shit, I hope I didn't fuck up...but he shook his head and smiled.
"I was so a-afraid you'd be mad at me." He sniffed as a single tear rolled down his face.
"Aw, it's okay, Lex." I hugged him, and he leaned into my embrace.
"Thank you. Thank you so much." He said, and I wiped the tear away.

"Come on, let's go back to the dorm, it's getting late." I said, standing up. We held hands the whole way back, occasionally smiling at eachother. After changing into my pajamas, I laid down on the couch, pretending to read but really watching Alex work on his laptop. Eventually, he closed it and walked over to me. I sat up as he sat on my lap, wrapping his arms around my neck. We stared at eachother for a few seconds before leaning in for a sweet kiss.

Unlike the two short but sweet kisses in the park, this one was way more passionate. His lips were so soft, and they had a lingering taste of strong coffee. I lightly sucked on his bottom lip before we both pulled away for air.
"Well, this was a nice night." I mumbled, my lips still slightly touching Alex's.
"Mm, I had alot of fun." He said sleepily and smiled at me.
"I'm going to bed, goodnight beautiful." I said, giving him a peck on his lips, and then on his cheek, making him giggle.
"Goodnight, handsome." He said.
I climbed under the covers and turned off the light.

A/n
Holy lord lots of fluffiness. Well, I hope you guys liked it, and I'm sorry I can't stick to the plot, hehe...