chapter 7: Why?

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Katarina's Pov:

I join Alex and J.J at our lunch table. Grayson...or Mr.Dolan has been our teacher for a week now and no matter how much I want to forget my feelings for him..I can't.

"Honestly. What are the chances!" I sigh.

"Come on Kat. You gotta get over him, it's not like you can date the teacher!" Alex explains.

"Why not Alex? You've played around with teachers before. You've talked about sleeping with the new teacher since you found out we were getting a new teacher! So...why couldn't I do it?" I exclaim.

"Woah, Katarina! Calm down!" J.J exclaims.

"Why? It's no big deal if Alex sleeps with someone older than her. But if I even slightly think about it it's a crime!" I exclaim.

"Well yeah...you're under eighteen Kat. She's already eighteen!" She explains.

"Whatever. I'm gonna head to class early! See you there!" I exclaim and walk off out of the cafe.

I enter the girls change room and change before heading into the gym. I walk in and see Mr.Dolan sitting on the bleachers looking down at his clipboard.

Maybe I should show him what he's missing....

I think of a song and start singing it then pretending not to notice him I start to dance. I can feel him watching me but I don't look because I don't want him to know I know he's here.

I learned to dance a few years ago and I've been singing for as long as I remember.

I do a kartwheel and then pretend to notice him for the first time.

"Oh my gosh. Mr.Dolan! I'm so sorry, I thought the gym was empty!" I exclaim walking towards him.

"Oh uh Katarina. It's fine don't worry about it. You've got a beautiful voice!" He says nervously.

I walk closer to him, and at this moment I'm thankful there's not cameras in the gym.

"I can't stop thinking about it Mr.Dolan.." I whisper.

"Thinking about what Katarina?" He asks.

"You...our connection..." I explain.

"Katarina. Stop!" He exclaims.

"Why? Because you know it's true?" I ask.

"No! Because it's inappropriate Katarina!" He exclaims.

"No one would have to know Grayson! I know you feel it. I can see it in your eyes. I respect that you respect me. But...I can't stand this!" I exclaim.

"I think about you. I watch you during class. And I've seen you watching me too! You were watching me just a minute ago! Please, just try. Try to see what we could be!" I exclaim.

"Katarina!" He whispers.

"Grayson!" I whisper back.

"It's Mr.Dolan to you Katarina!" He exclaims.

"Kiss me!" I exclaim stepping in front of him.

"What!?" He exclaims.

"Kiss me! If you kiss me and feel nothing then fine. I'll stop bugging you but if you kiss me and feel something then we try this..." I explain.

"No.." He whispers.

"Come on Mr.Dolan!" I exclaim.

"I can't Katarina!!" He exclaims.

"Why? Why can't you?" I exclaim.

He says nothing. Stays completely silent. There's only a few minutes till the bell rings and I don't want anyone getting the wrong idea.

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