Even though it hasn't been a long ago
It feels like it years since the last timeEven though I barely knew you
It feels like I knew everything about youEven though you brought joy in my memories
It feels like poison in my brainEven though you never meant to hurt me
It feels like you purposely enjoyed my painEven though you were never meant to stay forever
It feels like you never wanted to come in the first placeEven though I might never see you again
It feels like false hope to think of the possibilityEven though I am hurting on the inside
It feels like nobody can helpEven though I am thinking like this for only a short while
It feels like it will never go awayEven though I am to soon be nothing to you
It feels like you will always be everything to meEven though it feels like torture
It feels like a numbing medicine
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... Even though it feels like it, I am not the one who created such a monster in myself. Because you are the monster for making me feel like one, all because I miss you for no longer being here.
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Dry tears'poems
PoetryThis are poems that I try creating and there is a (most) likely chance that they suck. They can be confusing, sad or just plain stupid. It really just counts what mood I'm in, or what type of style that I want to make the poem. Warming: there is a...