Even though it feels like it

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Even though it hasn't been a long ago
It feels like it years since the last time

Even though I barely knew you
It feels like I knew everything about you

Even though you brought joy in my memories
It feels like poison in my brain

Even though you never meant to hurt me
It feels like you purposely enjoyed my pain

Even though you were never meant to stay forever
It feels like you never wanted to come in the first place

Even though I might never see you again
It feels like false hope to think of the possibility

Even though I am hurting on the inside
It feels like nobody can help

Even though I am thinking like this for only a short while
It feels like it will never go away

Even though I am to soon be nothing to you
It feels like you will always be everything to me

Even though it feels like torture
It feels like a numbing medicine
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... Even though it feels like it, I am not the one who created such a monster in myself. Because you are the monster for making me feel like one, all because I miss you for no longer being here.

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