Dry tears'poems

Listening Alone

At an age I could barely recall
I was always by myself
Just keeping my head in the clouds
That is until you came to ask me to play

I was... Surprised that you were able to get me out of the clouds
And no one ever came up to me like that
It was strange to me
But netherless amazing

That is how we met
That is how it all started
That a girl with her head in the clouds
Was able to have her first ever friend

We weren't the same
Yet we both stood on the same ground
We have different lives
Yet we both amazed by them

After leaving kid school
To go to between kid and grown-up school
That was when we did not have each other
To help the other one in need
... I thought that it was me that needed to help you

I did not have anyone to talk to
If I did, I couldn't be true
They consider me their "friend"
Thing is, I barely knew their names

Me and you,
We still talk to each other
At least when one of us pick up
Are conversations... are too different but still the same

You had something to always tell me
I never did find something to say
We "talk" to each other on the phone
In reality, I was listening to hear if you were fine

I have a boyfriend, My classes are..., My friend...
Its nice to hear that you don't need me as much as you used to
But now, I have nothing to do
... I will just keep listening to you

Then after, I left that school
Since I was now becoming a young adult
I knew that I will sometimes see you in a new school
Since that was where we were suppose to be

We barley ever had time to talk to each other
Don't have each other in any classess
I tried to talk to old friends
You talk to new ones and old

Times that we do talk to each other(which is rare)
I try to talk to you
For some reason
I can't get you to listen

A year later, I finally found the answer
On why it was harder for us to speak with each other
The answer was where we were
During are time apart

In my opinion, is was that one of us tried to accept both dreams and reality
While the other looks up at the clouds when reality was to harsh
Do you know who is who?

It's really obvious
That I am scared of reality
Expains why I kept my head in the clouds
Yet you, my friend pull me away

From safety, my 'haven'
What you did without meaning to
Was that you made me face reality
All by myself

While you have experience in both of those worlds
I'm not upset with you
Never will I be mad at you
All I am upset about is...

That you left me an in unknown world
A world that I have always fear
But don't worry about me
You will always be my first ever friend
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Sorry once again for not writing anything for a while. I just came up with this yesterday after have a fight with my friend. Don't worry, we made up... I think.