Dry tears'poems

Water, friend or foe?

Water, your my enemy
Your also my friend
I need you to survive
I need you to cry
Nothing can live without you
It's just how everything living creature is made
It's a fact that anyone can figure out
Everything involves around you
As simply as that
Water, your my friend
Because you keep me alive when I was happy with living
As well as my enemy
Since you keep me alive in this miserable life of mine
You were never on my side
But never against me either
All you did was the task given to you
To bring/To keep living things alive
I can never blame you for doing the only thing you were created to do
Yet, I still have thoughts about it
Water, if you have ears then please listen to my cries
Water, if you have eyes then please look into my eyes
Water, if you have a voice then please tell me how you feel
Water, if you can feel then please feel my own water fall into you
All I want from you is an answer to my questions
"Why is it your job to keep things like me alive?"
"Did you wanted the job of making things great or miserable? "
"Or was it that you never had the say in the mater?"
Just like how they decide to keep me alive
When I just wanted this pain to go away
Being in a little white room since I was young
Never allowed to see you in your most greatest power
Only got to see you in an average/little power
Unlike everyone else, you were always beside my bed
Giving me the pleasure that only you can give me
It doesn't last long though
Because I keep seeing different spots in my sight
Knowing that it's my time to leave
But they think I'm only joking, so they keep me on the line
Why were you the only one to understand me?
Why did I fully understand my emotions of living when it's just you and me?
After a while, they decide that I was never joking about seeing spots
So in their tears, their own water, they ask what I want to happen to me when I move on
I tell them in my dry voice (despite the fact that I just let some of you in)
To be with the only one that understand me
The only one that has time to listen to my questions and thoughts
One that keep me alive for as long as it can
I want my body to become into ash
And be thrown into to the thing that I wanted answers from for so long
I want to be part of you water
Because if I do then maybe,
I can finally decide if you were my friend or enemy all this time

Yeah I came up with this on the spot while watching my sister swim with her team. So this is dedicated to Mystery_madam13 Or also known as my little sister. It has her love for swimming and my creativity and a bit of darkness or weirdness all mix into one. That a strange mix..... Like the snack mix that I was eating during that time. Oh well hope you enjoy it. I'll be posting again soon.