This over that

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What is it that I am feeling?

This weird feeling that I never felt before

I don't know how to describe it

It's...its...its like,

Like I can breath a bit better

A lot of weight has been lifted off of me

When did I have that much weight on me?

I feel so... light

Light enough to feel like once I jump, I would not have gravity to help keep me on earth

Is this what people call happiness, joy ,etc.?

... I don't like it

It feels so strange to me to not feel heavy

It makes me scared that I won't be able to stay here

In this only comfort zone I built for myself

That it would take all of my work, and smashed it in front of me

Making it deemed worthless to build from the start

No one likes all of their work to be wasted

Mine is no exception

Yes, it's not what a lot of people like to see

My work is not everyone's cup of tea

Most of them rather have new, unique or anything else

But I rather go with this(my work)over that(their work)

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