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07

-SOPHIA-
With my shaky hands I threw my phone away and pulled the curtain to cover the window. My hands went through my messy hair as I feel my air thickening. My lips are trembling though I didn't hear him, I still knew it was him. I didn't understand why he would call me after the way he treated me and after attacking me.

Someone covered in black followed me last week when I picked Acacia up from hockey class. Acacia handed me a letter by someone she doesn't know, someone who told her to give it to me.

'Who needs one moonlight when there are millions of stars which shine brighter? -anonymous'

That's what was written on it. Obviously, something only Jayce would do. He's so angry at me, hates me so much that he's taking his revenge on me. Millions of stars as in millions of girls who shine brighter as in are better than me.

Because of me he won't be the same old Jayce he used to be anymore. I ruined his life which I hate myself for every day.

I could simply tell him the truth and sometimes wonder where we'd be now. If I'd go up to Jayce and tell him the whole truth, Kyle is going to drop me without thinking twice. Troye will end up in prison since he killed that girl years ago. Kyle's family saves Troye from going to prison by hiding the murder. He wouldn't come out there alive. He just would never.

He still is epileptic and has to get a check up every second day. He's not allowed to drive, to party or generally so whatever he wants to do since he's under my parents control all the time.

But thinking back to the call, Kyle didn't let his hands off me. Besides it's not the first time he forces himself on me. Did we ever have sex? Not even once because I never wanted it which makes him rape me.

I hate my body so much that I don't even want to see it. Sometimes I can still feel his touch. His touch won't leave my body for days. At some days I can't even sleep when I think back at the first time he forced me to sleep with him.

He knows that Acacia is Jayce's. When we married I already was pregnant but it was the perfect opportunity for him so he could convince everyone we married since 'we' expected a child. He's crazy over Acacia. Spoiling her with material objects but not spending time with her. He's a sick head, thinking he can buy our love with objects.

Leaning my arms on her bed as I watch her sleeping in peace, making me smile. My beautiful baby, my everything. She is the only joy in my life what is left. I want to wake up in the morning just to see her smile. I'm in love with my daughter. The only gift god blessed me with.

Sometimes I wonder where I'd be now if Jayce would know that we have a daughter.

But thanks to Kyle who ruined my whole life; I don't have him anymore yet he hates me. First he treated me like shit which was already hard for me. But now I get 'anonymous' letters though I know it's him. What is he actually thinking? I got it, I know he hates me but why is he making everything harder for the both of us and reminds me. He followed Acacia to give the letter to her. I'm paranoid as hell when it comes to my daughter since I can't live without her.

A knock on the door caught my attention but I didn't move. I kept staring at my mini me while the door opened, hearing Kyle's voice breaking the silence in the room.

"I told you, that you have two minutes. Come to bed with me, now." He spits out while my eyes water. Shutting my eyes firm as I feel his touch on my body again though he didn't stepped to my direction yet.

Slowly I was shaking my hand, stroking over Acacia's soft hand as I looked out of the window, remembering how I tried to see Jayce in the dark. I know it was him, the letter and the call. It has to be. Who else could anonymous be?