Joker's Girl

Saying Goodbye

After the rough night I had Joker made it very clear I needed to see the Dr. again I swore up and down I was fine but he wasn't having it, currently stuck in bed Joker has been on the phone for three hours requesting Dr. Branston getting tired of it waving my hands in the air he kept putting a finger up for me to wait. Getting frustrated picking up a shoe throwing it at him nailing him in the butt, spinning around mad I gave him a pissed of face making him change his tone hanging up the phone he walked over to me sitting down.

Joker: Sorry love.

Katherine: You will be if you don't stop freaking out....J I'm fine it's probably a chest cold please...let it run it's course.

Joker: letting it run it's course is what I'm worried about you are already hurt it's only been a month I don't want to watch you in pain anymore.......it's my fault.

While listening to what Joker was saying I was holding back everything I wanted to say to him this wasn't his fault, still talking I finally shut him up with a kiss waiting for a reaction when nothing happened I let him go. Opening his eyes they read nothing but sorrow....and regret biting my cheek sitting back he stood up putting a jacket on walking out, I had tears threatening to fall and I was going to let them the only I did hold back however ere the sobs he truly felt upset about this. Days went on Joker's attitude got worse to where he wouldn't even sleep with me anymore, waking up he was gone Johnny would bring me breakfast and when I asked where he was all he said was business. Having enough one day I packed a bag of clothes then bathroom utilities, hearing the door open afraid of it being Joker making the courage I walked out it was Johnny.

Johnny: going somewhere boss?

Katherine: Yeah..my vacation.

Johnny was very quiet having this feeling he knew something it bothered me gathering my bags he helped me down to the car, once in there was a box and a note inside...it was from Joker.

Dear Katherine,

if your reading this then Johnny has done what I asked and is taking you home, I only assume with how I've acted towards you that this helped make your decision easier to leave. Everything I've done to you there's no words for it and even asking you for a favor now is too much....... please stay safe and out of trouble I'd say if you need anything come call me but you probably don't want any help from me, you'll always be my girl I just hope I'll always be your man.

                                                                           -Joker

A tear fell landing on the letter smearing part of the J setting the note down scooting the package away, he was right I wouldn't want anything from him feeling Johnny's eyes on me I wiped my eyes pulling over the ride seemed so short we were in front of my home. Not even waiting I climbed out grabbing my bags he looked at the package shaking my head, turning away reaching for my keys hearing the lock clicking made this all more real that it was over. 

Katherine: Thank you Johnny.

Johnny: Anything you need boss......... even if it's just from me I'll  be here.

Nodding I walked through the threshold my home so quiet so normal it looked like it had been cleaned, going to my room dropping everything I climbed into bed curling into a ball I began crying myself to sleep...this really was it from now on I was going to be alone not only was I alone before now it was even worse I was in a black hole. Next morning I was awoken to a knocking on my door trying to ignore it they just kept at it, finally giving in heading to the door pulling it open there was a man there.

Katherine: Can I help you?

Guy: Package miss.

staring at the box before me having a feeling it was from Joker I just signed for it he rolled it in for me, after he left I walked past the box heading to my room turning my tv on it felt like I was expecting to hear about him. Nothing has happened what did I expect him to go crazy over me being gone, getting hungry not remembering if I went shopping taking the chance of course there was a stock full of food........and chocolate.

Katherine: Bastard.

grabbing some breakfast the day dragged by it felt weird and quiet trying to keep myself entertained, the Tv was the only form of entertainment for me honestly going through the internet I was seeing advertisements for clubs and everything but I was not well still. a few days later I get another knock and this time it was a Dr. he said he was sent to check on me making sure I was fine, after a check up he told me another couple weeks and I'd be good to go asking about clubbing he said I should be fine.