Being with you in that short time taught me many things. But right now, above all of those things you taught me, is that things can be special now, nothing later. I learned not to get too attached. I always get attached so easily. And it's getting toxic. I learned that I should distance myself. I should have distanced myself from you. I shouldn't have let you through. I learned that whatever happened should stay 'happened' and I should let it go as easy as I grabbed it. I learned I shan't overthink. I'll never do that again. With how I'm feeling now? I'll never, ever do that again. I feel like a bomb, wanting to explode. Inside I have, inside are casualties, broken things and debris. All because of you. I have gotten over whatever happened then, but remembering it now. It will be the last time, I swear that. I'm going to remember one last time, and then forget. I re-read our conversations, browsed through our pictures, I have reminisced the memories. I am done. And done, as in done. You taught me there is fire I shall not let myself be burned by. Through you, I learned that things change. And they change. So drastically. So fast. Things can be special today and forgotten tomorrow. You made me feel. And for that I am grateful. But that is all. And myself should not want any more of what I got. And instead forget, like you did. Whatever happened then, clearly meant nothing. I'm sorry for being annoying. All the things that you said and we did, will be forgotten, and soon. It might take time, but not so much, and it will happen. I'm done torturing myself because of people who doesn't even give a shit about me. Not just you, but generally. I'm done thinking too much about people and situations that has long forgotten about me. I'm so done. It kind of hurts right now to be honest. My chest feels hollow, my shoulders miss your arms around them, I miss the way you made me feel. I want it back. But you, you taught me I shouldn't want something I can never have. You've caused me many things, and I'm grateful for each one. I'm grateful for the way it felt, for the memories, I'm grateful. But that's it. It's time to forget, and never remember. Again, thank you. And goodbye. I had a great time.
-I can't explain the feeling but I'm setting myself free.// I have gotten over you, you're just fun to write about. -RE Gone. -WDR
