Hibari's girl with secrets

30:hate me.

soka:hey.Still remember me?Please don't say you have forgotten me.

yuuhi:soka...what are you doing here?

soka: I have something important to tell you.

yuuhi:eh...?

soka : remember I told you I was part mafia ?

yuuhi : umhm . That was a cover to bluff kyouya so he wouldn't know you're from the intelligence.  I know.

soka : its not a cover. I am really part mafia. I work undercover at the intelligence for vongola under kyudaime(ninth gen)

yuuhi:oh...good for you. How does that have to do with me?

soka : we need your help.I want you to know I'm on the good side.

yuuhi:you've always been helping me. I won't ever forget that. But...this help...halden looks for me too.I don't want to be involved.

soka : please.

yuuhi :what do I have to do? I won't say yes,but I'll give it a thought.

soka : japanese intelligence, destroy. There are 2 parts of the intelligence, one part under the president which is good.And the other under the prime minister which is what we want to destroy.

yuuhi : so...for all these years all those things I thought I was helping japan but actually I was just doing dirty work...was for him huh.

soka : but you know that already don't you?

yuuhi : I do...but not for who's the head behind it.So...halden is he on your side?

soka : doesn't seem so . We need you because you've collected information we need that no one has 3 years ago.

yuuhi : I understand. ..I'll give it a thought.

yuuhi pov :

what the hell. ...is it true? True that I can never be a normal person once I'm involved?Argh. ...I don't want to think about it...

I walk back to my own apartment when I spot halden.

halden: yo.

yuuhi : stay away from me.I know what you want.

halden:what do you mean?

yuuhi : you...you asshole !!!Shut up!!! Why do you make things difficult for me?!!! You want me back, not to help the intelligence. You want me back so that I won't help vongola!!!

halden: yuuhi. ..so you figured it out.Listen to me.I can only protect you like that. They wanted me to kill you!!

yuuhi : shut up!!!shut up!!! I only wished I had never fallen for you!!! Than I can kill you now!!!

halden:yuuhi...

'argh!!!!' I hate how everything works!! I hate myself!!! I want to run and hide and pretend none of this is happening. 

But...no...I turn around to see kyouya...Did he...see and hear everything. ..?

kyouya. ..are you going to hate me now?I ran into my apartment.

I just cried and cried and cried.....I hate hate...just hate.Just than...I felt a warm hug from behind.I turn to look...kyouya...

hibari : I heard everything.

yuuhi : hate... me...?

Hibari : for what?

yuuhi : for loving so many people. ..first it was...now it is...

I can't even bring to say their names...I hate myself...

hibari : idiot. Its not your fault. They ruined your life.They have to say sorry.

yuuhi : kyouya. ..

hibari : I will always love you.

Kyouya kissed my lips gently...it made me feel so much better. ..