Hibari's girl with secrets

35:not you

yuuhi:leave.I have nothing to say to you. I have said everthing I want to say.

hibari: yuuhi...

yuuhi pov:

he called my name.I want to turn around...I want to run into his arms and let him embrace me. I want to feel his touch to me again.

But I can't...I know if I turn around, everything that I've done will go to waste. I know he will be more relunctant to let me go if I allow myself to go back.

I have to control myself. You've abandoned hibari kyouya. You no longer call yourself yuuhi. All you have left is a simple wish to die.

hibari pov:

She drift further away from me as she walk away. I can't let her go. I go forward and reach for her hand.

I missed...she was picking up speed and walking further. I try to pick up her speed and finally I got a hold of her. I hugged her from the back. 

She stood there still with no reaction. 'why are you so stubborn?'

hibari:because I am simply like that.

yuuhi:than why have you abandoned your arrogance?The hibari I know never comes to chase for someone. Only people chase him.

I don't want to answer her question. I don't want to answer because I love her. It makes me seem weak. I don't want to seem weak in front of her.

Instead I wish to look strong in front of her. I want her to know that I can protect her,I want her to believe in me.

yuuhi:you are not the hibari I know. I am not that yuuhi you know.

is she trying to say I have changed. Changed that she cannot trust me? Changed that makes me look like I'm weak. I...don't know how to rebutt. I let go of her unwillingly and leave the house.

hibari:next time you see me. I will be like the hibari you know.

yuuhi pov:

the hibari I know...its my fault that I've changed you. Forget me and return to the original you.

Tears fall uncontrollably...I guess there was a part of me that still misses him. There is still a part of me that wishes him to stay.

Suddenly I feel someone's fingers touch my eyelids. I turn to my left and realise its halden.

I dry my tears not wanting him to see this pathetic look of mine. I don't want to ever show my weakness to anyone again. I don't want anyone to have feelings for me, not even sympathy.

He pushes my head into his chest 'its okay to cry.'

yuuhi:its not. I am not weak.

halden:you are not that strong either. Crying,tears are not weakness.

yuuhi:they are not?

halden:they are just an outburst of emotions. Being able to stand up after the cry is strength.

yuuhi:halden...why are you doing this?

halden:I told you didn't I? I like you.

He pushed my head into his chest further, 'go ahead. I didn't hear anything or see anything.' 

I ...cried. Thank you halden.