Hibari's girl with secrets

33: everything

kyudaime(ninth gen): I thank you for joining us.

yuuhi: I'm not doing it for you.

kyudaime: whatever it is, I am happy that you are here.

yuuhi:I am not. I don't like the idea of this. I hate my past. I hate everything that has to do with mafia. Get one thing clear ,which is I am not doing this for the sake of whatever humanity.

'you!!!' kyudaime's ninth genration storm guardian was angry.

kyudaime: I understand. Do you have the information we need?

yuuhi:what information? There is something I'm not told is there.

soka: gomen...yuuhi I didn't tell you everything. I was afraid you would definitely reject to help kyudaime if I told you everything.

yuuhi:what everything?

soka: the intelligence is building a special laser.The core is something special. We know partly that it has do with a mission when you did once for the intelligence.You always keep a back-up of your information somewhere don't you? You must know.

yuuhi:how dangerous is this laser?

kyudaime:the size of namimori middle in one shot.

yuuhi:what the....

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halden: yo. What have you called me out for? I am still part of the intelligence for now you know.

yuuhi: leave the intelligence.

halden:ale...are you starting to miss me this partner? Are you realising I am esential?

*slap*

halden:ouch!!! Okay...I get it . You're serious. Why do I have to leave? I can't just leave.

halden pov:

no I cannot. The reason I stayed was because I know one day my position in the intelligence will be able to help you. Save you.

If I leave like that, I really cannot help you at all. I don't want to be useless to you. Even if you don't have feeling for me...I want to be able to protect you in my own way.

yuuhi: they want to create a fucking dangerous laser...don't tell me this is the intelligence you want to work for.ITS FUCKING DANGEROUS AND ITS NOT FOR ENEMIES.Don't tell me you don't know.You are a damn freaking high ranking officer.

halden:I know. But it can be used for enemies.Its all good.

yuuhi:its not!!! Its going to be used to threaten the president. Bomb a school or do as I say.IS THAT WHAT YOU WISH TO SEE??

halden: what happened to the rational and logical and cold yuuhi?

yuuhi:that has nothing to do with the past!!! Even if..in the past...I'll make sure this core never reaches in their hands if I were to know what's its used for...

Her eyes...they were worried and sad. She was desperate...for what  I don't understand. I couldn't bear those feelings in her eyes.

I went to her and hugged her, 'why that desperate eyes?' I could feel my clothes at my shoulder get a little moist...she was crying. I looked at her...she seem so weak and fragile. I've never seen this side of her...

The her that I've known from last time...she's strong and she would never break down. It was hard to even know what she was thinking much less feeling. You've changed a lot...and I have to admit its not like I don't like the change.

'I...don't want to see innocent people die. I...don't want to go back to what I used to do. I...don't wish to see the people I used to hold precious to die before my eyes again...' she said as she cried.

She look into my eyes with those desperateness...it was like she was begging me. 'please...leave.'

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yuuhi pov:

My eyes were dry. I have no more tears to shed anymore. I have shed all just now when I was with halden.

I decided just now...I will protect what is precious to me. I have no home, I have no one now. I choose to abandon everything that once to be precious to me to prevent others from getting hurt.

It sounds...so selfless neh. But no...what I'm trying to do is just one simple thing. I hope to destroy myself while helping others. Helping him.

Sayonara...hibari kyouya. You used to be precious to me. Thank you for giving me a home . Thank you for giving me an identity for that little while. Miteko yuuhi...gone.Lucifer yuuhi...gone. Now ...the kyouya that know me...yuuhi...gone.

Without kyouya...I am nothing. I have no identity.

I walked blankly aimlessly to nowhere. Just than...I bumped into kyouya. He was so happy to see me. I could see it on his face. He was smiling ...genuinely from his heart. He hugged me.

yuuhi: I don't exist anymore. Without you, I have no home. I have no identity.

hibari:what are you talking about? I am here.

yuuhi: I have chosen to abandon you.

hibari pov:

She's so cold...to me. Why has she become like that? Did someone do this to her?

Yuuhi...don't be like this. Its breaks my heart to see you like this. She tries to push me away but I refuse to let go. I finally find her after looking for her for so long. I said that I wouldn't let go...Am I unable to do whatever I say?

hibari:why?

yuuhi:because I simply have a wish to die.

She said coldly and pushed me hard with her strength. She walked passed me leaving with only her back for me to see. No tears no nothing...I don't want things to end like that. Are you keeping someting from me again?