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(12) Rough Day

This is gunna be a sadder chapter, because it's recurring from the night before. Hence the Title.

Wow. My chapters go from super happy to super sad in seconds.

So I'll just put a •TW• here for the whole chapter, so I don't hurt any of my Marshes.

The next day when Tyler woke up he felt, so, broken?. He did even know.

When he came back home last night he made sure not to wake Savannah and Hayley, that were laying asleep on the couch.

He wasn't even planning on telling Savannah what had happened between Josh and him. Plus he felt like complete shit for, well, he doesn't even know. But he does?

He just feels gross, not knowing why but he does.

So he didn't bother getting out of bed, the time now being 12:47 in the afternoon.

Savannah also now being her worried self not hearing from Tyler today called him, only to hear his phone ringing in his room. She was completely confused but walked in to see a wrecked Tyler, laying with looks like no purpose.

"Ty? I thought you were with Josh?" She asked tears in her eyes from nerves of not knowing what happened to him.

All he did was turn his back to her, no words not even a slight sound coming from his mouth, only the sound of quiet sobs.

That's when Savannah broke. She was now too a sobbing mess knowing something was wrong.

That's when Tyler was scarred for his best friend. He knew, she knew, something was wrong and he couldn't hide it from her. She knows him way to well for that.

So he shifts over and sat up. "No, no, no. Please don't cry." He said trying to soothe her as he captured her into a hug, she happily took.

"Then why won't you tell me what's wrong, I'm worried for you." She admitted, slowly coming out of the hug.

"It's just, I thought it was better not to tell you but, obviously not." He then sighed, "Last night when I went back to go with Joshua, we got into a heated make out. But that led him to wanting other things. I wasn't ready for it but he wouldn't stop grinding on top of me, so I yelled at him to stop. I also yelled at him while leaving, grabbed my stuff and left." Tyler was now crying a bit louder, not even noticing till now.

"Oh Ty. M'sorry." She said hugging him tighter. "You guys didn't break up did you?"

"No, I just feel terrible. I just don't wanna see him today either. Could you call him and tell him I just wanna be alone for now." Tyler asked knowing it was a lot, and kind of cowardly. But he didn't care.

"Of course I'll do that for you." She then grabbed Tyler's hands squeezing them, just enough. "He'll understand Ty, m'promise." She then kissed his forehead and got up picking him up with her.

"D'you want coffee?" She asked, Tyler nodding into the crook of her neck. So Savannah walked away carrying Tyler. (They're (we're) adorable)

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Josh was restless that night, plus he was hot and bothered after Tyler had left. So, he did what any other 25 year old man would do. He jacked off. Moaning loud, not because of the pleasure, well ya that's part of it, but also the frustration he was feeling in that moment.

The morning after, he got out of bed pretty early. He took a shower, ate, watched some tv, even listened to classical music to try and get his mind off Tyler. But nothing was working, till his phone was ringing, and god was he hoping it was Tyler. The only thing was it was Savannah on the other line, so he answered.

"Hello? Josh?" Savannah asked from the other line.

"Hi..Savannah what's up?" Josh said like he didn't know, what's up.

"Josh." She said in a knowingly tone.

"I understand, and m'sorry, please tell my Angel that. Also if he wants to keep distance for now I understand. I just want him be ok." Josh said understandingly.

"Thanks Josh's he'll be happy to hear you're ok with it. He just needs to calm down, he's tends to get a little over-emotional. But he just can't help that, trust me it's not all your fault." She had a more soothing tone to her voice now.

"Thanks so much Sav. Talk soon."

"Bye josh!" Then the phone call ended.

Josh was just happy he didn't fuck his whole relationship up.

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Around dinner... "Hey Savvy?" Tyler asked from the living room.

"What's up Ty?" She asked walking from out the hallway to him.

"M'hungry. Can we order Chinese takeout?"

"Course." So she pulled her phone out and ordered her and Tyler's usual thing they get.

Once the food arrived they decided to watch a movie as well. They settled on Disney's Frozen, because the author loves and just watched that movie herself.

They were both content eating the Chinese takeout and watching Frozen. During Let It Go, Tyler and Savannah were running around their apartment singing like fools. The neighbors probably hate them by now.

So they decided to watch another movie after so being hyped on Frozen. So they chose Moana, and man, the whole apartment complex probably hates them now.

But the pair didn't care. (Aha rhymes) They were just enjoying themselves, also Tyler's mind wasn't on yesterday's scenario. Thankfully.

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Though Josh was still alone, because Brenden and Dallon decided to take a trip to England for the December month.

Josh was laying on his bed binge watching stranger things, for the fourth time. Eating some leftover cold pizza.

He was tired and upset, but he knew that everything was gunna be fine. Hopefully.

He hasn't texted nor tried to contact Tyler, because it was for the best. In his opinion.

Josh was also planning on going to the flower shop to get some, 'I'm sorry' flowers for Tyler. He would also bring some of his favorite Disney movies to watch with him and cuddle. He told Savannah about his plan and to ask Tyler if it was ok, Tyler obviously agreed.

     Hopefully things will be better tomorrow.

         

                             Just hopefully.

Hello marshes! I want attention right now. Anybody wanna say hi? Cause I do, HI!

Anyways.

Hope you all are doing swell, and if not I'm here for you, I love you.
Sincerely I do.

Be safe, stay safe, and don't do any harm to you. Because I'm a 152 days, 20 hours, 56 minutes, and 45 seconds and counting days clean. I just want you guys to know that my life has been slowly turning around, for the better. But trust me! I still have terrible horrible wanted to just die days, but it's always worth the fight. Always. If you need any help with anything please, please, please come talk to me. <3

Love you my marshes!!!!

~Sav