Scars to your beautiful | j.p x a.v [COMPLETED]

chapter 27 : confession

|jake|

I stood frozen still. Her words repeating over and over in my head. I couldn't do it. I couldn't marry her.... what I have done wouldn't be able to leave unheard. She looked at my blank expression her eyes becoming glossy.

"Jake?" She asked concerned.

I did the worst thing someone could do in that position.I turned around and ran. But the one thing I wanted to run away from was stuck with me.

Myself

|alissa|

A tear fell down my cheek as I watched him leave. Maybe we weren't as ready as what I thought. How could I be so stupid to think we were ready? God what was I thinking! I looked down at my phone to see a text from jake

Meet me at the park, we need to talk

I couldn't stop the tears anymore. I knew this would affect our relationship...Was he going to leave me?

I grabbed the camera another tear dripping as I remembered how I imagined this would go. I then jumped in my car driving towards the park. I pulled up noticing a completely pale jake leaning against a tree. It's dark now and I can just make out his facial features. He's been crying.

"Jake?" I call out coughing back tears

"Alissa" He replied looking me dead in the eye

"I .... I have something to confess"

"What is it?" I asked inching closer towards him. I could feel his warm breath against my neck now.

"I .... I've been seeing Jess"

Something inside of me snapped. I didn't know how to react. I felt like this was a complete repeat of last time. Maybe everything I quoted earlier was true. There's no such thing as a guy who can be committed to one person.

"Please say something Alissa. I don't care if you lash out or punch me in the face... but it's scaring me you just standing there" He said his voice breaking due to his emotions getting the better of him.

I turned around and walked slowly away trying to brace myself. "You can get through this Alissa" I whispered to myself.

I had no idea where to go. One thing I did know is I wasn't going back in that house. I did the only thing I could possibly think of I called logan.

"Hey A what's up?" He asked his voice dry from lack of sleep.

"Did I wake you?" I asked wiping the dried tears on my cheeks. My makeup probably smudged everywhere now.

"Nah just heading to sleep now, you okay?"

"J ... J ... Jakes cheating on me" I said more tears threatening to spill.

"Alissa where are you?" He said his voice firm now.

"West park" I replied letting the tears roll down my cheeks.

"Stay there, I'll see you in 5" He said before ending the call.

I just sat tucking my knees to my chest rolling back and forth in agony wishing this would all go away. Wishing this was one of those bad dreams that I would wake up from any second now.

But what's sad was..

I never woke up

|logan|

I quickly ran to her car wrapping my arms around her

"Shhhh shhhh its okay" I said trying to calm her down.

Her head lifted and looked at my eyes

"Thank you" She whispered as her glossy eyes looked into mine.

I picked her up placing her in the passenger seat of my car. She was in no state to drive her own car and we would retrieve it in the morning. I turned the radio down and the heater up high. I watched her relax into the chair her eyes fluttering close. Once home. I put her in my bed while I went and slept on my mega-size love sac. I then felt myself drift to sleep thoughts of the whole situation running through my head.

|alissa|

I woke up in Logan's bed.

What. The. Hell.

I jumped up and walked out to see logan asleep on the love sac.

"Logan" I whispered.

He groaned before opening his eyes and looking at me.

"Morning A" He said yawning.

The memories hit me and I felt a jab hit my chest.

"Jake cheated on me" I mumbled

"What's that?" Logan asked

"Nothing don't worry" I said

"Okay well first things first" He said. "I'm not taking my eyes off you. Second, my brother is an idiot and you ain't gonna see him either. Third, I'm not letting you leave until I can know your 100% okay. Your staying here as long as you need."

"Okay" I said agreeing with him.

He turned to walk away.

"Oh and Logan" I said as he turned his head to face me.

"Thanks" I smiled.

"No problem A" He said back.

I walked into his room placing myself on the bed. I could hear him vlogging through the door. I glance at the pocket knife sitting on the dresser

Should I do it ?

I couldn't. I had to be strong, for logan.

"I'm having a shower" I called

"All good" Logan called back

I stripped my clothes off before hopping in the shower warm water drenching my back. I felt free. I wouldn't let Jake's actions destroy me as a person. I let it get to me once.. I'm not letting it happen again.

|jake|

I sat on my bed lost for words. I was an idiot

"ARRGGHHHH" I yelled bashing my fists against my bed.

That was followed by tears. Many tears. They just streamed from my face leaving me empty inside. Why was I such a dick. How could I just sleep with 2 different girls at once? I text jess with the simple words. I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry. With that I shut off my phone and drifted to sleep.

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This chapter was like a space filler

It's not that interesting, but it's leading up to something so much better

 I DIDN'T MAKE YOU WAIT 500 YEARS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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