tell me if you truly hate me

august hates sprite

he kissed my cheek yesterday before we went to bobbys to light street fireworks and watch the neighbors becsuse its legal there and i sat in between his legs and then he held my hand and then we ate to many sweets and he felt like shit and i pet him snf in the car i sst behind him sndhis parent were talking so id rub his cheek and pet his head snd hug him from behind and whisper little nothings into his ear anf he'd lean into my touch and i felt so bad for yet so close to him because i think becaude he felt so bad, his gaurd was down and i saw how his raw emotions are and fffuuuuck this boy is a roller coaster i cant and dont want to get off of