tell me if you truly hate me

fuck

i just remembered our first kisses and how i held him close and kissed him and he just laid his hands on me and held me back and its such a rare thing and god i just remembered how much i love and crave him and i feel so close to him and how im gona wait because i dont want him to feel like im moving fast all over again, and im gonna learn that he is a switch and i dont always need to take this big leading roll like ive always been forced to and he has made me cry and he has made me laugh and he is helpin my find myself and i will love him forever for that