Don't Let Me Go -Kellic (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 13

Kellin's POV

I felt pain everywhere, but I wouldn't say anything. I had taken eight ibuprofen, which is certainly not healthy but I still do it. Vic was asleep in his bed so i crawled out slowly. I just needed a smoke. By the time I made it to the door Mike stopped me from the kitchen table with his parents on the living room.

"You're leaving him aren't you?" He asked.

I laughed and turned. "I'm leaving for three minutes to smoke. Here, don't trust me, take my keys." I set them on the table and put the cig between my lips and sat on the steps. They even had the screen door open. "Kells!" A figure that I couldn't see because of they're hoodie yelled as they turned up the walk. "Um.."

He took off his hood. "Kells!" I laughed and stood up to take his hand and bump his shoulder. "You moved?" He asked and stood as I sat back down. "Nah I don't live here, this is my boyfriend's house. I do live next store though. How you been? Man I've missed you." I spoke as I blew out the smoke cloud. "Good. But you're still with Matty man? You nee-"

"Nahh we broke up a few years ago. I'm with someone who I actually love now. How's your music going?" I asked MGK. Me and him have been friends forever, but Matty 'deleted his number' and he lived back in Florida.

"Great! Especially our song people want it but I can't play it without My KellsBells!" He held out his hand. I hit it and made our fists up.

" Give me your number and don't let it get deleted this time." He winked and handed me his phone. "Alrighty, well I should get back in, get a gig here in town and we'll play Alone and Swing. My guys know both." I stood up as I flung the but into the road. "You got it, cus'. Maybe get a blunt or two." he laughed. "Yeah, no thanks. Anyway why are you roaming the streets at two in the morning?"

"Bitch why you having a smoke at two in the morning, fucking vampire." Was his response.

"Just don't end up dead Kelly. I don't need to lose your fans too." I winked. He rolled his eyes. "Later white boy."

"bye black wannabe." I laughed and went back inside. Mike was at the door. "Who the hell was that?" He asked. "An old friend who I lost contact with because my phone was smashed." I went back up the stairs to find Vic sitting up and rubbing his eyes. "Baby." He asked. "Hey, love." I laid down next to him. He leaned forward to kiss me but I pushed his face back. "I just smoked and you'll dislike the straight smoke taste." I warned. "Fucker." He muttered and laid back down, holding me tightly.

"Kellin, why did you start to smoke?" He asked quietly. I didn't really want to answer that.

"Matty, he just gave me one and after I turned it down he lit it and put it between my lips. He's the one who got me cutting too. Made it seem so magical. Like the pain would go away immediately. But once I realized what he was doing to me, it was too late for me to get him away, I had already loved him. " I mumbled into his chest.

"I love you. I love you so much Kellin. " He kissed my cheek. I hugged him tightly. "I hate he did that to me. I really do, I miss being innocent. Before I killed, before I hated myself, before I was who I am now." I spoke in a broken voice.

"Baby you're still the same person, you just have to try to find you're way back. Tell me how you were." He told me. I shrugged lightly and scooted up so I was sitting up against his arm.

"I was just really giddy, I always was smiling. I never thought down at myself. I rapped a little bit, beat boxed, I loved everything." I smiled thinking about it. "You're really giddy with me, and smiling." He caressed my cheek. "Yeah, my dad noticed that. I'll be back to that.- " I was cut off by my phone. "Sorry, hold on." I put my phone to my ear. It was Kells.