Having His Baby

Three

"What does it say?" Cassie asked me.

"I don't know I just peed on it!" I snapped back at her. I couldn't help it. Ever since we got off of the airplane and got to the nearest grocery store I've been incredibly anxious.

"If I am, please kill me," I told her.

She smacked my arm. "Girl, you're lucky to be having Jahseh Onfroy's baby. That baby is going to have such a good life. Jahseh makes hella money."

"Money isn't the issue. It's the fact that I'm 18... Jahseh is 19 and both of us aren't ready for a kid. Who wants a father that is also known as Young Dagger Dick?" I ranted. "Plus, Jahseh might be a total fuck boy. He might be playing this entire time. Who knows? Like honestly who knows? He doesn't wanna be tied down to some random bitch he fucked at a concert and then have to deal with a baby after."

"Alessandra calm down. The results should be ready by now." Cassie told me.

I took a deep breath.

"I can't look." I told her. "You need to."

Cassie sighed and looked at the pregnancy test sitting on the counter.

"Oh shit," I heard her say under her breath.

"What is it?" I asked her.

"Fuck dude," was all she said and all she needed to say. I was pregnant. "It's positive."

It's like all the air left my body at once. I slumped down to the side of the bathroom stall and started crying with my head in my hands. There was no way I could have a baby. Especially not Jahseh's baby. There's no way he would want this.

-•-

"Aye girl," Jahseh said, pulling me into a tight hug. I hugged him back for a moment longer than I would've liked. When we were done hugging, he kept an arm around me and kissed my cheek.

"Hey everyone, just wanted to let you know, this my girl Alessandra. That's her friend Cassie. Treat them right." He said to everyone backstage. He turned back to me.

"Your girl?" I asked. He just smirked at me.

"What can I say? I'd be one dumb nigga not to make you mine." Jahseh said. I smiled at him.

"Whatever. Now, go do your show and hurry back to me." I giggled.

"I got something planned for us tonight baby girl. And you're gonna love it," he kissed my cheek and then my neck, making me shudder. He looked up and smirked at me again before turning around and heading up on stage.

  -•-

"Oh Jahseh," I moaned as he kissed down my neck and chest. He kissed back up sending chills all down my body. He started removing my clothes and his, but when we got down to my our underwear, panic filled my chest.

"Wait, stop... Jahseh stop." He looked up at me.

"What's wrong?" He asked me. All of the swagger and cockiness gone.

"Nothing, nothing." I chickened out. "Keep going." I said. I tried to pull him down to kiss me again but he wouldn't move.

"Alessandra, what's going on?" He asked me.

"Nothing Jahseh." I responded, completely lying.

"You're not a good liar." Jahseh said. "Are you okay?"

I sighed. "No, I'm not. And as soon as I tell you what's wrong you're gonna freak and this is going to be over."

"Just tell me," he said.

"I'm pregnant." I blurted.