Having His Baby

Six

10 weeks pregnant

"Jahseh where did you go?" I called out to him in the little apartment he bought for us to stay in together. I was about 10 weeks pregnant now. Only 30 more to go and I was getting more and more excited by the week.

"In the bathroom!" I heard him shout from the other side of the apartment. I continued watching the movie that was playing and absentmindedly eating popcorn.

Jahseh came back out and lifted my legs up, sat down, and rested my legs on his lap. He reached out and put his hand over my small little baby bump. He rubbed his hand over it gently. I rested my hand on his. He then leaves his fingers threw mine but kept the palm of his hand on my stomach.

"Listen, Alessandra I wanna talk to you about something." Jahseh said.

"What is it?" I asked.

"You and I aren't together." He stated. I knew we weren't together but it stung to here him say it out loud. I'd grown to have feelings for him and hearing him say that was like stabbing a knife through my chest.

"Yeah? And?" I tried to remain calm about it.

"And so are you fuckin with other dudes?" He asked me. I looked at him in shock. Was he serious?  

"Really?" I asked him. "Why does that matter? I'm pregnant with your baby fuck no I'm not sleeping around." I snapped. Then it clicked. He was making sure it was okay because he was sleeping with other girls.

"No, don't flip I was just wondering."

"Why cause you're fuckin with other girls?" I felt an anger rise up in my chest and took my legs off of him.

"Alessandra, chill." Jahseh said.

"No don't tell me to chill, nigga!" I stood up from the couch and yelled at him. "I can't believe you! I know we ain't together but I wouldn't be around fucking people I'm pregnant with you kid!"

"Alessandra," Jahseh tried to cut me off but I kept yelling at him.

"If you're gonna be fucking other bitches then I don't want anything to do with you!"

For some reason I was so angry. He was just sitting there smirking at me with his stupidly attractive face. I went to hit him and he stood up and grabbed my arm. He snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me into him and kissed me gently. I pushed him off of me and backed away.

"What the fuck Jahseh." I just stared at him. He walked closer to me and put one arm around me and another on my bump.

"I just wanted to make sure you weren't fuckin with other niggas cause I didn't want to be a fool when I told you I was falling in love with you and wanted you to be my girlfriend." Jahseh said to me. I instantly felt like a bitch.

"Jahseh I'm so sorry. These hormones I'm going crazy I'm so sorry."I said and he cut me off.

"I love you baby." He kissed me gently on my lips. "Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes, Jahseh." I said kissing him and smiling.