Chapter Nine
SARAHS POV
“Niall are you sure I don’t have to pay for my own ticket?” I ask while I’m packing my stuff.
“If you ask me that one more time I let you stay here”
“Noooo, please don’t do that!”
“Then don’t ask. I pay for you, it’s not a big deal, and it’s not like I’m some poor kid”
“I know, but I also have my own money, and I know it’s just enough”
“Sarah, sush” Niall says walking away, back to his stuff he was packing.
I go through my bag, looking for my pills, but I can’t find them. I remember putting them in here, they can’t be gone.
The stress I had is just only growing bigger as I can’t seem to find those damn pills. How am I going to survive a long flight without them? I can’t put them in my hand luggage, because it’s XTC, they will keep me here, and never let me leave the country again. But if I put them into my suitcase I don’t know how I will keep calm for so long.
“Niall, have you seen my pills?” I ask him turning my bag inside out.
“Yes, but you are not getting one”
“You took them?”
“Yes, you have to stop taking those things. You will become an addict, you’ll have to go to a clinic, and then your whole reputation is fucked up. I know you don’t want that”
“I totally get your point, but I really need one right now, please”
“No”
“Ah common. I can’t go from a couple a day to zero a day. I promise that I won’t take as much as I used to, one is just enough right now”
“For now it is, but in an hour you’ll be back saying the exact same”
URGH, Niall just give me that fucking pill or I will flip my shit really badly.
“I won’t I promise”
“Alright here is my suggestion. You can have four a day, and we will decrease it with one every week, so after a couple of weeks you can live without them”
“Perfect idea, can I have one now?”
“Yeah, but you can’t look where I’ve put them, so turn around and cover your eyes with your hands” Niall says as I obey impatiently.
I think that he thinks that if I know where they are, I’ll take them without his permission. I don’t think I will do that but if it makes him happy I’m fine with it.
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NIALLS POV
I don’t want Sarah to take those pills. I have to help her so she can stop taking them, and can live without them. I know she is used to taking one when she is stressed, but it’s only an excuse. I know she could just live without them and solve her stress problem without pills. I get that you can’t just go from ten a day to zero a day, but still. I want to help her, but I don’t really know how.
“Sarah, I’ll be right back” I say and quickly put the pills into my pocket so she can’t secretly take one.
“Yeah sure” she says with a smile on her face.
“Alright, I’ll be at one of the boys rooms, if you need me just bang on the wall or knock on one of their doors”
“Okay”
I leave the room thinking of who I could go to. Zayn is probably hyperactive, and not in the mood for a serious conversation, Liam and Louis are probably the same, so Harry is my only option. But when it comes to Harry I don’t know if I can tell him this stuff. How am I even going to tell them Sarah is a drug addict? Maybe I can get them all together and just tell them to stop having ADHD and listen.
I first walk over to Zayns and Louis’ room as I ring his bell very long while I also knock on his door.
“Helloooooo” he says with a huge smile on his face, as I hear Louis yell: “who is it?”
“NIALL” Zayn yells back as he turns back towards me, “what’s up little boy?”
“I need to tell you guys something, but I want you to come with me to Harry’s and Liam’s room” I tell Zayn as Louis stands behind him.
“Yeah sure, no problem”
“Thanks”
We walk over to Harry’s and Liam’s room and all get it. It begins with a wave of hyperactive boys, but eventually I sort of got the courage to yell at them, so they would shut up.
“GUYS, PLEASE” I yell at them as they immediately shut up.
“Holy cow, Niall” Harry says with a shocked look on his face, on all of them actually.
“I really need to tell you guys something, and it’s important”
“Alright, we’ll shut up”
“Alright thank you” I say as they all go silence and look at me.
I try to find the best words, and don’t let Sarah come across as some drug addict. It’s hard though, but I just don’t want them to think bad about them.
“It’s about Sarah…” I begin, “you guys know why she is going with us right?”
They all nod, like they are in preschool and did something bad and the teacher caught them.
“And you know she got hit by her mom and stuff, but she also, uhm…”
Urgh this is hard.
“She takes XTC just to feel better, but I don’t want you guys to think she is some crazy ass drug addict, because she is really nice and she only uses them when she is stressed. But I want her to stop taking them, but I don’t know how” I tell them really quick not thinking too much about my words.
All of them stare at me with dropped jaws, and big eyes.
“Guys, please say something”
“Niall, I don’t really know what to say right now” Liam says.
“Don’t hate her or anything, please, she is a sweet girl”
“You have to help her”
“I know, but I also need your help, guys”
“Fine, if it’s important to you, we’ll do it” Liam says getting a weird look from Louis.
“We will?” he asks.
“Yes we will”
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hi I'm so sorry for my shitty updating. wattpad didn't work this morning so that's why my update is so late and stuff, but I am really sorry for this shitty update.
so but yes, I am going to see Ed Sheeran btw and 1D and 5sos and yes that makes me happy, but I had written this whole AN but bc watpad hated me it's gone and now I have no inspiration for an AN so yeah... the end, sorry for the late update lub ya
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