Chapter Thirteen
Sarah’s pov
It’s been such a long time in here, and now it all just ends with a simple goodbye. Sam and Lilly aren’t going home yet, they will be ‘stuck’ here for at least two months both. I am going to miss them a lot, maybe not as much as I missed Niall, but I'm definitely going to miss them. I’ll probably see Lisa every now and then because I still have to see her every month. Back to Niall. He explained why he didn’t visit me, remember when I made such a big deal about it? He told me he had a meeting with the management about reputation and so on. He told me they want the boys, especially Niall, to take a step back at everything that’s going on with me, and let everything solve itself. Niall told me he flipped his shit about it, because he isn’t going to let me fall down like that. I just hope he keeps his words. Now I think about it, I still haven’t told him what Lisa told me a couple of days ago.
She made a couple of calls and somehow, at some magical way she got a name, the name of my dad. She really found out who my dad was. Apparently he lives in Sydney, Australia. His name is Jai Cox and he is thirty-eight. The thought that there was a chance that I could live in Sydney and that my last name could be Cox is actually a bit weird to me. Maybe that way I wouldn’t have been a model, or I might now know Niall. I don’t know if I’m better how I am now, or if I would’ve know my dad.
“Sarah, you ready?” Lisa asks, getting me out of my thoughts. I look up to her with tears in my eyes.
“I guess” I say as I stand up.
“I am going to see you in two weeks, and if you miss the girls just stop by, alright?” Lisa says opening her arms.
“I am going to miss you so much” I say hugging her.
“You are going to be alright, I know Niall will take care of you, so don’t let him wait too long, alright?”
“Bye, Lisa” I say and let her go, opening the door and walking outside of the clinic, Niall catching my eye immediately.
“ARHG NIALL” I yell as I run towards him and almost jump into his arms.
“I am so proud of you” he says as he helps me putting my stuff into his car.
“Thank you, I’m actually going to miss this, but I’m also glad to head home… if you still want me in your place”
“Don’t act crazy, I had to miss you so you better come back to my place or... or I don’t know, but you are just coming with me”
“Alright then, but can we please get something to eat, because damn I am so hungry”
“Alright then, let’s have some Nando’s because I need hot chicken”
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Niall’s pov
I am so happy to have Sarah back in the house. I can’t wait to tell her about the new tour, and what we arranged for her, I am just so excited for everything that is going to happen, but at the same time I have this weird feeling. I don’t know if it’s a good feeling or not. Sarah looks really good, and so happy which gives me that weird feeling. I don’t think it could be something bad, but I am not sure what it could be then.
I look at her and see a whole different person I met almost half a year ago. Back then she was crying, I didn’t know her at all, apart from how she looked and how her car keys looked.
Now, I know her name, her history, you can say that I know much about her now.
“Niall, are you listening?” Sarah asks me, snapping me out of my thoughts.
“Yes I was” I lie.
“Sure, but forget what I said”
Good, because I wasn’t really listening, as you guys probably noticed.
“But, Sarah there is actually something I need to tell you” I tell her.
“Alright, what’s up?”
“Well, the boys and I are going on tour again, and you are going with us”
“What? Really, why would you guys be so nice to me?”
“Because you’re a friend, but you won’t be eating out of your nose, and watch us being extremely sexy and stuff, because we also got you a couple of shoots, all across the world. So when we have boring interviews, you can be pretty in front of a camera”
“Are we going to Australia?”
“Yeah duh”
“Sydney?”
“Yup”
“Alright, then I have also something to tell you”
I have this weird feeling that this could be something really bad, like: I don’t want to do modeling stuff anymore, or: I don’t want to travel the world, and I don’t think you’re sexy. I have really no idea.
“Yeah, sure”
“Well, Lisa found out who my dad is, and he lives in Sydney and I think I want to get to know him”
“What? Really? How did she do that?”
“I have no idea”
“But do you want to meet him, or anything?”
“On one side, yes, on the other, no. Maybe I realize how it could’ve been with him in my life. Maybe he is super nice, and sweet and a perfect dad, but maybe he is like my mom, and I really don’t want that”
“Aha, I see. Well we can always try, if he is an complete asshole, it’s fine because he lives in Australia, and we live here. And if he isn’t its also fine, because you finally got to know him”
“True, thanks Niall” Sarah says bending over the table and giving me a hug.
“No problem”
AN:
hi, so i probably come across as some lazy/fat ass person bc i like to eat and sometimes i don't check my chapters for mistakes. Well, i am not fat/super skinny or anything, just normal, but yes i am lazy and i just don't want to check it right now
oh well, so i am going to chill with my sister and have a food party with her and stuff BYE <3
lol my AN's are weird haha
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