Reunited™

love

i have officially reached the stage where even my therapist doesn't know what to do.

she says she can't do anymore.

if the sessions,, and the pills aren't working.

there's nothing she can do.

in a way this makes me happy.

i don't have to take those pills anymore,, and i don't have to see her anymore.

in another way,, it disappoints me.

a trained psychiatrist can't even save me from myself.

i can't even save me from myself..

sometimes i like to imagine us meeting in another life..

the first thing you do is yell at me for commiting,, while all i can do is smile..

i miss you yoongi..

so much that it keeps me awake at night.

because living without you,, is a nightmare.

one that makes me scared to close my eyes.

in fear,, i'll see you.

you hold me like before.

you save me like before.

you love me like before..

and if someone were to ever ask me what i'm afraid of..

that'd be my answer.