Forever Young ~ Scomiche Fanfic (Scott Hoying and Mitch Grassi) EDITING

Chapter 3. I'm Sorry (Trigger Warning)

Scott's P.O.V

why does he have to be so perfect? He is the most cutest thing in the world. Unlike me the most ugliest and imperfect human on the planet. (A/n I DONT ACTUALLY THINK THIS Scott and Mitch are perfect) my jumper has slid up my arms a bit, exposing my white skin beneath. I run my other hand along my left wrist. I can still feel the scars. It was about a month ago when I started getting like this, as in depressed and suicidal. I haven't been able to tell anyone. Not even Mitch.

I'm scared of the day when he finds out. He must not find out. I look over at the little boy, who is curled up in a ball and I think to myself how perfect he actually is. Nothing like me. His hair falls perfectly and they way he sleeps is priceless. I feel tears streaming down my face while I think about this. I don't deserve him. I don't deserve this life.

I make my way out if the bed trying not to startle Mitch. I walk into the bathroom and open up the cupboard under the sink. Where the shelf meets the side of the cupboard, there Is a little slit. Big enough to hold my blade. I pull it out and I sit pushing my back against the wall.

The crying is make my vision blurry. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I have to. I push the blade into the middle of my wrist and drag towards the right. Blood pours out as soon as I remove the blade. A few millimetres down I do another one. I keep going until the pain is too much. I let out a small scream as the pain was to much.

That scream must have been loud cause next thing I know I hear "Scott are you okay. Open up please" Mitch's voice makes me cry even more. "Scott. Are you okay. I can hear you crying" he says. I can't speak.

Mitch's POV

I start to panic. What was he doing. I can still hear him sobbing. I feel so bad. I try to push open the door. But he has locked it. "Please Scott. I'm right out here for you, just let me in (a/n. I had to) a tear falls down my face. I hear the door click. And I quickly push it open to find Scott sitting on the floor with his legs up to his chest. He has been crying. A lot. It kills me to see him like this.

I lower my self to his level and I sit down. He doesn't move. I try to comfort him but it doesn't work. I still have no idea why he is like this. "I'm sorry" he says trying to hold back tears. "Scott what for. Your actually scaring me" I ask trying not to break down. That's when it catches my eye. I look at the sleeve of his yellow and black jumper and I see a red patch of what looks to be blood. I slowly bring his arm forward and slowly and carefully pull up his sleeve

I burst into tears when I see the small red gashes in his arm. His head is still buried in his arm. "Sco..Scott" I say shakily. "Y..yes Mitchie" he says still not moving. "I love you. And I'm here for you. Forever" I says trying to hold back tears. He finally looks up at me "I..I love you too, but I love you more than just friends. I love you Mitch." He says softly. It shocks me. "Scott Hoying I love you. More then a friend. I love you more then I can explain" I say holding his arm.

"Mitch, I love you" That's all I needed to hear I sit down next to him and I wrap my arms around him. "Scott I'm here for you. I always will be" I say. He just cries. I offer to help him up so we don't have to sit on the cold tiles. He takes my offer and we walk to the lounge room. I sit down with the remote and Scott sits over the other side. "Come here" I say telling him to come lay in my lap. He stretches his legs out and places his head in my lap.

I run my fingers through his blonde hair. I look down at the boy who is staring back at me. I lean down and kiss him. Upside down kisses are weird. But non the less it was perfect. We put on spongebob to calm us both down.

We both agree that we should talk about it all later. Not right now. It kills me to see him like this. After a few hours of watching spongebob. Scott falls asleep on my lap. I run my fingers through his hair again. "Scott. I love you" I say softly before I lean down and kiss him.

"I love you too. Mitch Grassi" Scott says back.

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A/n I'm sorry /.\

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Yeah hope you liked it. So yeah okay.

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