The Gudda.

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Adrianna .

I was with jay and I was wondering if she was go tell me about the abortion .she seemed really depressed . I feel like they need to talk so I did the best thing and I invited Hakeem over .

We're at me and Corahn house , in the living room and she was quiet as fuck. Corahn was upstairs taking a nap.

"You seem upset, anything on your mind?" I asked nicely.

"Yes, I feel bad." She finally spoke.

"Tell me." 

"Okay, so I was about a week pregnant, and my mom talked me into getting an abortion." She began to tear up.

"What made her want you to get an abortion?" I asked.

"She says that with him being a 'thug' he is not the exact guy I should make a family with, & i kind of agreed due to the fact the bitch Serena till think Hakeem the father." She crossed her legs on the couch.

"So why are you and Hakeem not talking?" 

"How you know we aren't talking?" 

"I know because he came over her crying, high ash and on the verge of a hangover." I sighed.

"Hmm, well, we aren't talking cause he's upset that I didn't talk to him about my decision." I honestly agree with Hakeem on this one then again, he did cheat.

"I have a confession." I spat.

"I invited hakeem over for you two to talk, because when I wanted love, you lead me to Corahn, so now im leading you back to Hakeem. You two need to make up." I said, once I heard a knock on the door. 

"Man, be lucky I love you, cause I dont wanna face him right now." She rolled her eyes.

"Ha, I love you too , now suck it up buttercup." I cheesed and got off the couch and ran for the door. 

"Hakeem." 

"Adri." He mocked.

I spun around on my heels and he followed me into the living room. 

"Okay now guys, Im gonna head upstairs. You two talk things out and tell eachother EVERYTHING." I said, saying  the word everything towards Hakeem. 

"Okay." jordan said a bit confused.

I did as I said, I headed upstairs.

Jordan.

"Im sorry." I started.

"and Im Guilty." Hakeem answered.

"What do you have to be guilty for? im the one who didn't include you on the abortion."I said.

"I fucked up Jay!" He yelled.

"Please tell me what you did." I crossed my arms as I sat on the couch.

"After I left yo house, I went home called up this girl Lanna, I smoked a couple blunts and drank some henny. I cheated and then I came over here and cried to Adri & Corahn. Im so sorry." He said, now between my legs, on his knees.

Words couldn't explain my feelings, but I can start off saying, that it feels like my heart has been torn out of my chest & I put all of this on myself. 

My tears began to shed but I quickly wiped them away.

"Baby, say something." Hakeem said.

I sat and thought about it. Then I raised my hand and smacked the shit out of him.

"Man what the fuck!" He yelled.

"I forgive you." I said.

"But you just smacked me." He mocked.

"Hakeem, I blame myself for what I did to you, I made the choice to kill our baby. I can't blame anyone but myself for that. And If I never would've did that, you would've never went out and did that. Im not gonna just let you off that easy though. No sex for you for a while." I said strongly.

"Well, I understand that and Im truly sorry, Ima make it up to you every way I can." He pleaded, I stood to my feet and gathered my things.

"Yup, Your gonna make it up to me. And thats an order, it dont matter what I did you not supposed to run from your problems and cheat and vice versa, thats just not how shit supposed to be when you love somebody."

"Well I love you and I promise, never to do the shit again." 

"I love you more." I smiled and he peaked my lips.

"Wanna come over?" 

"Sure, but no funny business." I said sternly and he smiled and i followed him to his car.

People might think Im stupid for taking him back so easy but we been together for so long and he never cheated. I never seen this type of shit from him. What I did was worse. I killed our future child vs. him having high sex with a hoe. 

I chose right, me and Hakeem go be good & thats all that matters.

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Sorry this chapter is so short but, I really wanted to update cause its been so long! but guys im back! 

Im also back in school and got my school computer back so updates are faster. Much love to you guys for waiting.

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