The Gudda.

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Adri-

I was sitting in the chair, shaking. I held my tears in. I had to remain solid;for Corahn's sake.  We been at the hospital all night. Its 6am and they havent told me anything. I don't know how to feel about this at all. 

"Family of Mr.Brown and Mr.Kendrick?" The doctor said as Me, Corahn's Mother, Suhar, and his father, Andre all stood up. Hakeem was holding Jay in his arms as she was sleep. 

"Now, Mr.Brown was admitted to surgery and he is still there now, only thing is that the bullet is to close to his heart. We are trying our best, hopefully he can hold on." She said and the tears began to build up again.

"And Mr.Kendrick is perfectly fine but the bullet hit his veins and he lost alot of blood in his right leg so he will be on a wheelchair for about 3 months." She said as they rolled Lamar from out back and he sat with a bright smile on his face.

"I should fucking kill you, you sick bastard!" I yelled, marching towards him but I was pulled by my waist by Mr.Andre.

"Calm down child." He warned.

"I can't calm down! This fucker, known as my brother got Corahn on a damn death bed!" I croaked.

"Chill out sis." Lamar said and I flicked him off.

"Mr.Kendrick?" A white police officer approached us.

"Thats me." He spoke.

"You are under arrest for possession of drugs, Possession of weapons under probation, and the near death of Corahn Maurice Brown-" The officer continued as he began to put handcuffs around his wrist.

They rolled him away as I heard him say , "Im sorry Adri, Im so sorry." 

I  shook my head and turned my attention back to the doctor, "As of now, Visiting hours are closed and Corahn will be held in our services until further notice. Have a great day." She said , turning around and I reached to grab her shoulder but Suhar pulled me towards the door.

Corahn's parents literally had to guide me to my car because I was about to shoot the doctor in her fucking face, what do you mean 'till further notice.' Like im really pissed right now, I just wanna see his face and know everything is gonna be okay.

"Look Adri,pull yoself together. I know you love my son, and I know he love you. You gotta stay strong for him okay! No go home. Ill be over tomorrow or Ill make sure Hakeem and Jay come by and keep you company." Suhar explained as I sat in my drivers seat facing her.

"Yes ma'am." 

"Cause when you were in a bad condition on my couch, Corahn was going crazy just like you are but he kept strong until yo eyes opened and thats exactly what you bout to do. " She finished and I nodded. She hugged me and kissed my cheek.

"I love you, and remember what I said." She smiled and followed Andre to their car.

I put my legs in the car and closed the door. I sat and stared blankly at the blood on my clothes. I sat there for about 5 more minutes until i brought the car alive.

I pulled off onto the road and on my way home. There were yellow tape,police and other city workers cleaning the scene where the blood of my love and my brother was splattered. 

There is no doubt that I love my brother because I do, but he made his choice and that was to not be in my life and im okay with that.

I parked the car, I reached in the back and grabbed the Draco, wrapping it with a towel. I got out the car and made my way inside.

I ran up to the bedroom and put the gun back where it belonged. I stripped my clothes and put the bloody clothes in a basket and I put the vest along with the gun.

I turned on the shower and got inside. The hot water hit my body as all the blood that was on my hands and thighs washed away. I scrubbed my body with my Vanilla scented body wash. I washed my hair and repeated this a few times. 

I got out, dried off and put on a pair of white panties and I put on one of Corahn large shirts. I stood in the mirror and parted my wet hair into 2 braids.

 I climbed into bed as I sat with my back on the headboard and I pulled my knees to my chest as I cried. I pushed my pride aside and I cried.

Letting all my feelings out as I felt as if I was alone. Corahn not beside me and supporting me yet my brother is facing years in jail, my momma prolly lost her mind and the man who stole my virginity is still out here living his life as if nothing happened. 

My eyes got heavy as I drifted to sleep, Tomorrow im seeking revenge for the sake of my lover .

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A/N:Dont kill me! I know its short but its go be worth it! I promise!!!