She was the Jokers first love.
Losing her drove him insane.
He thought she was dead.
She thought he was dead.
But really there was a liar.
That liar will pay.
He will pay
He wil pay
He will pay
Contains smut, swearing, abuse & gore
"Jodisia honey please talk to me if you're there".
I sat huddled in the corner of the dark hotel room with the phone tightly gripped in my hand hoping for an answer.
But there was nothing...
Bruce sat watching me. Not saying anything at all, I could tell he was confused that I am acting so vunerable, so helpless, that I am not acting so fast and so radical.
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But when you are truly in love and that other end to the heart you created is not making any form of contact and you don't know if there safe, you feel so numb that you can't move, you feel so numb that you can't react.
I wanted to stand up and call Frost but my body was frozen as painful images flocked my mind making me just.
Numb.
I haven't felt this truly distraught since that night. So feeling it again just makes my body so helpless. It was the worst feeling in the world, and it came back once again. instead of reacting and helping her I'm sitting here in a world of my own, arguing with my sick and twisted mind that formed from an incident similar to this.
I felt as if I was becoming crazier. Though I thought that was not humanely possible.
Breaking the silence I saw a figure out of the corner of my eye sit beside me.
"What's going on with you", said a voice that I quickly made out to be Bruce.
I stayed silent not moving at all.
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"Why won't you do anything J huh?, you clearly don't care if you ain't moving, just another reason to fuck with me huh?, bet your gonna burst out laughing soon, bet you knew them aswell, fuck you J", Bruce said so half heartedly sniggering, pulling out a cigarette lighting it and taking a deep inhale.
