*Jodisias POV*I sat at the kitchen counter on a white stall staring at the view in front of me yet I didn't see anything, I was thinking. I was thinking long and hard about my decisions over the last couple of days.
My Husband is a psychotic killer and I made a 'smart' decision to consider living with him.
He just almost hit me.
I let this happen.
I was blinded by the love and affection he gave me, blinded by the old him the old memories.
They clouded what was really in front of me and the dangers and consequences that will follow along with it.
This wasn't the Jack I fell in love with.This was The Joker
"Here drink", Frost said sternly placing a water cup in front of me, I nodded at him still looking ahead of me sipping it carefully I could still feel anger, confusion and sadness pumping loudly in my organs. Kalel was sitting on the stall next to me but I was in my own little world to care. My mind was a broken puzzle trying to work out everything and put it into place to get an answer. "He's not Jack you know that don't you", Frost said standing on the opposite side of the counter leaning on it with his hands clasped now in my line of vision staring at me. I blinked and focused on him "I do now".
"He's a dangerous man Jodis very unpredictable, you being here has changed his attitude slightly but he's still the same person".
I looked to Kalel, her head was studying the counter in front of her tracing the marble patterns on the surface she was leaning on.
"What do we do", she mumbled then looking at me with a blank expression. I looked at Kalel and back at Frost, I didn't know what do I want? Do I want this? Of course I don't.
He isn't my Jack anymore he's The Joker 'property of Harley Quinn'.
They are in love. It breaks me but he's not my Jack and even though it hurts i need to accept that this is not meant for me.
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Jokers First Love
FanfictionShe was the Jokers first love. Losing her drove him insane. He thought she was dead. She thought he was dead. But really there was a liar. That liar will pay. He will pay He wil pay He will pay Contains smut, swearing, abuse & gore