Number One Is Mine

Part 14 : The End Of Summer

Fukuro Pov

"Take your medicine Subaru.."

I give him his pills and he swallowed it with a glass of plain water .

I never thought that his depression illness will become this chronic..he also suffering with insomnia illness. What trigger his depression until he was losing his mind that time? With Kai being away is stressing Subaru too

Three day ago i found him walks aimlessly at the street and i followed him . He sits down on the chair at the train station while blankly stare ahead. He seem distracted and when he hunched down i immediately rush to his side. He was crying desperately and i decided to take care of him since i understand well his condition.

Because he just like me when i was little.

"I'll sleep with you so rest assured your demon will not come to you Subaru.."

He breathed calmly and slowly he falls asleep. I tucked up his blankets and lies down besides him. Aside from Subaru conditions i'm worried about Kai conditions at London. He was hurts badly and i can felt that he got hurts mentally too..that doctors seem reliable so i felt relieved a bit. Another thing that worries me is Tora. He was uncertain about his feelings towards me and been thinking about a lot of things. Will he be okay in that class without us by his side. When he was distracted like that those dangerous senior from block C will easily attack him and that's worried me.

Subaru and i take a few day off from school. Until Subaru back to his old self i will accompany him with his everyday activities. He prevents me from telling his family about his condition and he stopped going to his band gathering places. He dislike going outside and barely leave his bed.

I'll take him outside tomorrow after he get plenty of rest. Stressing about it is not good for me too so i just rest for today and think about solutions tomorrow.

"Fukuro..your cell..it's annoying.."

Subaru groan unpleasantly and i reached out to the nightstand where i put my cellphones. It's the alarm and i shut it off. I stretched my body and wakes Subaru from his sleep. He glare at me and i slapped his bum encouraging him to wake up from bed.

"Don't give me that look Subaru...today we take a morning walks at the park and spend our time outside until dinner time okay.."

He groan angrily and pull off the cover so he leaves from that bed. After we wash up we eat breakfast together and i give his medicine that he swallowed it reluctantly. We walks around the park with my family labrador dog,Jed and we take a break under the tree sheds. Subaru seem more livelier and he really love Jed.

"Will Tora be okay alone at school?"

Subaru scratch Jed back ear and cuddle that dog tightly. Jed didn't mind and seem to like been touch by Subaru.

"I don't know..but knowing how stubborn and strong he is..i think he'll be fine without us by his side.."

"I'm worried about Kai..he didn't call me lately...and that new drummer is messing with me and my older brother...Fukuro let's go to London...being here at Japan suffocate me.."

He seem so desperate and i can't say no to him. I nods and we heads home to pack some things first and i order flight tickets for us.

"I telling Tora about our departure.."

"Just let him come with us..i don't mind he finding about my illness Fukuro.."

"Are you sure?"

Subaru nods and i don't see any doubt in his gaze and i sigh in relief since i don't want to leave Tora alone here while i going to London.