Number One Is Mine

Part 15 : Unchanged

Tora Pov

To surpass you is my actual goals but when i beats you and be the number one all what left is nothing. What should i do after i beaten you?

Oh right i still didn't win against your feeling Fukuro..i will win your heart to be mine..

"His brain received a heavy damaged from the flight accident and recently he got an injury at the same place...that worsen his condition....i'm afraid that your son was reverted back to his five year olds mentality..for now only he can cure himself and to do that Mr. Fukuro need some time and attention so he can go back to his old self.."

The doctor ramble about Fukuro conditions and i steal a glance at Fukuro that clinging at his mom likes five years old brats..his father is devastated and his mom was crying while hugging Fukuro. I decided to leave that place and go visit Subaru since he also admitted at the same hospital. I didn't tell Kai..i don't want him to worried about us in his injured conditions. Thanks to Fukuro i leave unscathed since he takes almost all the blow.

"Hey.."

Subaru smile at me and i walks in with some fresh fruits for him.

"Apple or orange?"

He sit properly and tilt his head to the apple direction.

"Bunny shape?"

"Nah...just cut it normally...is Fukuro okay?"

I flinch when he mentioning about Fukuro and i accidentally dropped the apple on the tiles floor.

"Tora..tell me is Fukuro okay?"

I look away and my hand become shaking suddenly. Subaru rubs my shaking hand and i was able to calms down a bit.

"His condition is worse.."

"How bad?"

I closed my eyes tightly and the next words seem difficult for me to spit it out.

"He back to his kindergarten state of mind..his brain was damaged severely and there nothing to do than to wait for his recovery.."

The room falls silent and i look up to Subaru shocked faces. He grabs his faces and smiling uncontrollable with teary faces.

"This is all my fault...he involved himself with me and looks what happened to him...what happened to Kai is my fault too..because they're too kind to me and that is why this misfortune events falls upon them."

I grabs Subaru shoulder to calms him down since he was hurting himself with scraping his arms.

"What do you mean? This is not your fault..it just coincidence.."

He swatted away my hands and glare up to me.

"No what happened is not a mere coincidence..eventually you too will gets tangle with this mess ...so before that happens..leave Tora..don't come near me again.."

I rubs his trembling back and slowly i hugs him as he helplessly hang on to me.

"Let me protect you Subaru...Kai and Fukuro already done their part as your friends so let me do this...if i'm still your friends Subaru.."

He clings to me desperately and he cry until he's asleep. I tucked him in bed and wipes away his stray tears that trickle down from his trembling eyelashes.

I never thought that Subaru suffered this much since Kai always sticking closed to Subaru..when Kai isn't around Fukuro was there accompany Subaru. The only one that didn't notice about it is the oblivious me..selfishly want to surpass Fukuro and only thinking about myself.

*Slam!!*

The door been violently slide open and i and Subaru was awaken from our sleep. Fukuro father worried faces appears and he looks around this rooms desperately. I have a bad feeling by the way he panicking.

"Did Fukuro come here?"

He asked me with breathless breath and slowly understand what was happening now.

"We'll help searches for Fukuro.."

Subaru voices out first and his expression turn serious with determination gaze. I was relieved that Subaru was here with me if not i unable to stand strong and go looks for Fukuro with a straight mind.

We search for him everywhere but didn't find any traces of him.

"Let us through!"

My attention immediately turns to the injured person that been push through the emergency room. I dash there immediately and my hearts almost stopped but its beating again as the injured person is not Fukuro. Subaru stand by my side and hugs me while comforting me. He was also trembling and i almost went insane when i saw that injured person...afraid that person is Fukuro.

"Let's go Tora..we're in the way.."

Subaru leads me to the hospital cafeteria and order us some warm drinks to warm us up since we been searching Fukuro whereabouts for hours. While i sipping my warm coffee i saw Fukuro walking aimlessly and eying the dessert display with hungry eyes. I immediately rush to him and give his a nice slaps on his right cheek. Subaru holds me down from venting my anger to Fukuro that looks at me with fears teary faces.

"Uwahhhhh!!Mommy!! Mommy!!"

Fukuro wails loudly and i don't give a damn about the attention we getting at the cafeteria.

"Bastard!! You dare to cry about this?! Did you even think about the people that'd been searching and worrying about you!?You asshole!! I was worried sick about you!!"

My tear falls down and i wipes it off with my arms roughly. Fukuro cries turns to sobbing hiccups and he looks at me with sorry faces.

"I'm sorwryy.. oni-chan..hic! Sorwrryyy..hic..stowp crywing kay?"

I chuckle lightly by the way he tries to comfort me even though i slapped him earlier. Fukuro being Fukuro...he still worried about me and puts my feelings first before his.

"Ah..i can't stop the tears.."

I wipes away the tears that keeps coming down with frustration tones.

"I'll teach you a trick to stopped the tears oni- chan.."

He lift up my faces and his soft lips connect to mine and i was stunned by his sudden sneak attack. He smile brightly at me after he kissed me.

"See it's works right?"

The crowd dismissed and i was so embarrassed with it that i give his other cheek another slaps and leave him with Subaru that smirking at me.

Guess his pervert parts didn't changes much like before..what's troubles me is not his five years state of mind but my hearts that jumping with joy when our lip connected together...can i withstand his harassment?