Number One Is Mine

Extra :Cunning Man Is Wise And Full Of Secret

Lucas Pov

I always thought that love was something tender,sweet and affectionate. I realize..that was only a plausible delusion...when i experienced my first love.

Loving someone feels just like some sort of violence tearing me into pieces.

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"You want a break up with me? But why? "

He fixes his crooked ties and wear his suit properly. He look back at me with pain eyes and turn away his gaze from me.

"I can't do this anymore..you are a good partner and i love you.."

I grabs his wrist so he can't run away.

"I love you too so don't leave me Saito!"

He shakes off my hold and start crying. I want to comfort him but he stop me with pushing me down on the bed.

"I do love you but the one i really love is not you Lucas..i'm sorry.."

He rush out from the hotel room and i was left there naked on the bed with the blanket cover my lower half body. Just a few moments ago he moaning my name and flushing under me. But now he want to break up our three years relationship because he love someone else more than he love me!?

But why now? Why he suddenly want to break up with me now? I know we just a fuck buddies at first and i meet him by chance at the bar where i illegally snuck in. I know who he was because i'm his fans. After we meet a few times i tell him how i feel and he surprisingly accept me as his boyfriend. I tell him everything about me including my real age. He was shock at first because i was underage and he almost break up with me but i beg him to stay and he stay.

I stand up and head to the bathroom. I strips my pants down following my boxer and walks in the running cold shower. My vision become blurry and i wipes it off.

"Damn it don't cry Lucas! "

I let the water running down on my faces and closed my eyes. Slowly i let the water wash away my sorrow.

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"Stop mopping around like this Lucas..come with us the majestic are having a concert tonight"

My friend drag me away from my bed and put a warm scarf around my neck. I hate the loud rock music.. i prefer the soft elegant classic music.

"Thank you for coming!"

The vocalist say and when he pass the mic to the bass guitar guy he just stare at us blankly. Maybe he have a stage fright. He suddenly pick his bass guitar and i was amazed by his fast fingers that creating the beautiful deep music.

"I talk with my music...so shut up and play Ando.."

He scolded his friends and the vocalist just laugh it off. When they both play the melody is in sync but when the drummer enter their combination crumble. Still they both successfully make the horrible song into something magical and nice to hear. I tap my toes and bobbing my head slowly following the music.

"I can play better than that drummer.."

I say it to my friend as they just laugh it off. They never knew that i know how to play a few music instrument since my father open a music tolls shop.

My head snaps up to the main stage where the vocalist singing the song but my attention fall to the bass guitarist when he sing the chorus. His voices is strong and clear despite with the loud rock music. He stand there beautifully and play his solo bass guitar and when his head snap up his sweat shine like a billion of crystal under the bright spotlight.