I'm still here - Hannah and clay fanfic-

Chapter 2

I walk to monéts and I drink my hot chocolate I turn my head and look out the window I see Jessica walking in with a cassette tape.
Jessica orders a hot chocolate and sits down on the table where we used to sit when we became friends. As I looked at her drinking her hot chocolate the corner of my eye caught clay walking past.

I got up left a tip and I walked out monéts. I ran up to clay before he got away.

"Clay!" I said as I caught up.

"Hannah hey." Clay said awkwardly.

"So um I know this must be awkward." I said as I lifted a small smile.

"You think." Clay said.

"But I'm better now." I said.

"Hannah I thought you were dead I was worried." Clay said.

"You cared?" I said.

"Of course I cared. I love you you're the closest friend I've ever had." Clay said.

"I love you too clay but you know as a friend." I said.

"Listen I was only avoiding because I didn't know what to tell you." Clay said worried.

"I know a lot of people didn't know what to tell me once they saw me." I said.

"Well it is a shocking surprise. But I'm happy that you're here and still alive." Clay said.

"Yea me too." I said but I really wasn't I didn't want to survive.

"I have to go but if you wanna hang out later." Clay said.

"I'll text you." I said smiling.

Clay smiled back and walked away, I turned around and walked to my house. Once I walk inside I hear my mothers voice.

"Hannah is that you?" My mom said yelling from the kitchen.

"Yea it's me." I said as I took off my jacket.

"Come help me set up the table, dinners ready." My mom said.

I walked to the kitchen and I saw my mom putting the food on plates, I grabbed the plates and set them on the dining room table. My dad walked in the dining and sat down. My mother came and sat down.

We started to eat our food and just look at each other there was an awkward silence, but my mother broke it.

"Hannah um don't forget to take your pill after dinner." My mom said as she was trying to make things less awkward.

"I won't forget." I said.

Then again the silence came. Dinner finished and I washed my dishes, drank my pill and went to bed. I woke up the next day to get ready for school. I checked my phone and I got missed calls from Jessica and missed text messages from clay.
I got dressed and I walked to school.

I went inside and I saw clay going in his locker, before I walked passed I waved at him and he smiled and waved back. I was about to open my locker till I felt someone pulling my arm. Jessica pulled me towards the bathroom and closed the door behind her.

"Hannah you're lying." Jessica said.

"I'm lying about what?" I said confused.

"Bryce did not rape me. What is it that you're jealous that Im going out with Justin so you decided to make this horrible lie." Jessica said angry.

"I'm not lying he did rape you that night. Why would I lie I witnessed it and Justin knew." I said.

"That can't be." Jessica said.

"Yes I would never lie to you Jessica. Also you know the truth about the note." I said.

"Listen I'm sorry for hitting you that day." Jessica said.

"But this is something big Hannah you can't lie about this." Jessica said.

"I'm not lying I swear on my life. Justin is let him do it and Bryce was just there." I said tearing just the flashbacks coming back.

"I'm sorry Hannah, listen I regret slapping you but I should slap you for trying to lie about something serious." Jessica said angry.

"Jessica I'm not lying!" I said.

"Fuck you, keep your fucking tapes." Jessica said as she handed me the box of tapes.

I watched Jessica leave. Then I put the tapes in my book bag. I walked out the bathroom and I saw clay walking towards me.

"Hey Hannah." Clay said as he smiled big.

"Oh hey clay, you're happy what's making you so smiley." I said as I walked down the hall with him.

"Well tonight after work they're giving me the whole weekend off." Clay said smiling.

"Well I'd would rather be at work instead of just sitting home all day bored." I said.

"Well actually this weekend I'm going to a music festival." Clay said as he showed me two tickets.

"You mean where all those hipsters hang out and like everything there is expensive." I said as I raised my eyebrow. Clay giggled, Jesus clays giggle was cute. Damnit Hannah snap out of it clay doesn't like you like that we only had a moment.

"Yes it is, but I just listen to the music and I sneak some food."clay said.

"Wow so who are you bringing." I said curious.

"Well tony says that it's not his thing so I wanted to know if you wanted to come." Clay said.

"Just us two?" I said as I smiled.

"Yep pretty much." Clay said.
"Unless music festivals aren't your thing." Clay said nervous.

"No,no they are I would love to go." I said blushing.

"Okay well here's your ticket. It's a date. I mean it's not a date, it's a date for friends. We're just having a friend date." Clay said nervously then he gave me the ticket.

I laughed a little.
"Okay it's a friend date, but I have to go I have to go give someone this project." I said.

"Okay see ya." Clay said.

I waved bye and I walked up and down the hallway trying to get to Alex's locker. I try to open the locker but it doesn't open so I try to look for him. I walked everywhere the school then I see Alex talking to someone and his  book bag is open, I take the box of tapes and  I run and drop the box in his bookbag and I run away.

I can see Alex look in his bag after he felt it and then he looks around.