I'm still here - Hannah and clay fanfic-

Chapter 3

The weekend came up, clay and I have been texting for awhile talking about the music festival I was excited to hang with clay like the normal days and forget all about my problems.

Clay was always so happy and he used to make the bad days the best days and I like that about him, he's different then all these guys at liberty high, all they think about is sex,sex,sex,sex and I'm glad clay isn't one of them. Okay now I'm done talking about clay.

I get dressed for the festival and I go downstairs.

"Hey mom can I take the car?" I say as I walk up to her.

"Why?" My mom says.

"I'm going out with clay." I said smiling to her.
"Well not a date but like we're just hanging out." I said.

"Well okay but be back by midnight. Go have fun." My mom says smiling at me.

"Bye mom." I smile at her and I grab the keys. I walk out the door and I text clay saying I'm coming.

I drive to his house and he comes out saying bye to his mom. Clay runs up to my car and sits inside.

"Hey clay." I say as he puts his seatbelt on.

"Hey Hannah, so are you ready for the best night of your life." Clay says smiling at me.

"Yes I am." I say as I smile and I drive off.

Clay turned on the radio and turned up the music.
"This is my song." Clay says.

Clay starts to sing loud and dance to the music, I start laughing while he keeps singing.

Half hour later we arrive to the festival and I look at all the lights and the people setting their stuff down.
Clay and I unbuckle our seatbelt and get out the car. We start to look for a spot to sit, clay finds a spot and lays his blanket down flat on the grass.

We both sit down and wait for the music, Clay opens his bookbag and takes out tootsie rolls.

"You want some." Clay says.

I look at the tootsie roll in disgust.
"Ew clay, you know I hate tootsie rolls." I said as I giggled a little.

"Oh common you've never tried." Clay said.

"Yes I did, when I was ten years old I was at school and it was recess time so my friend had some tootsie rolls I took one and ate it, then threw up everywhere. Trust me it wasn't pretty." I say.

Clay laughs and eats the tootsie roll. The music starts to play and we sit down and enjoy.

The music festival ends and we get back in the car. I sit in the drivers seat and put my seatbelt. Clay gets in the car and sets his stuff down.

"Okay see Hannah that wasn't so bad was it?" Clay says as he smiles.

"Okay it was actually pretty fun." I said.

We drove back and I stopped in front of his house. The streets were empty and there was no one in sight.

"Well thanks for coming with me tonight and I had fun." Clay said.

"Yea I hope to do it again sometime." I said smiling at him, I was hoping he didn't notice that I was blushing.

"I'll see you Monday." Clay says.

"Okay see ya." Clay opens the door and is about to get out the car. But I opened my big mouth and said.
"Clay wait." I said before he got out.

"Yea?" Clay looks at me confused.

I take a deep breath."um don't forget your blanket." I say nervously. The reason I really stopped him is because I wanted to kiss him so bad.

"Oh thanks." Clay says then he grabs his blanket and gets out the car. I take a breath of relief thinking how bad it could've went if I did kiss him. I just don't he likes me like that.

Clay goes up his porch steps and starts to look for his keys. Then I think to myself maybe a kiss on the cheek will satisfy me, "am I really going to do this?" I say to myself.

"Yep I'm really doing this." I say. I get out the car and I run up clays porch steps.

Clay doesn't pay attention he's still looking for his keys. I put my hand on his shoulder and I kiss his cheek.

Clay looks at me in surprise.

"Um thanks again clay and your keys are in your back pocket." I say as I start to blush, then I run back to the car.

I put my seatbelt on and on the corner of my eye I see clay starting to smile and then he goes into the house.

I drive away and I get home once I get home I take off my shoes and I grab them and run to my room.

I change into pjs and I get in bed, The next morning my phone rings and it's a text message from clay.

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Clay: thanks for the kiss yesterday😇
                                               Hannah: um,you're
                                               You're welcome 😊
Clay: so what are you doing
This fine Saturday morning?
                                               Hannah: I guess stay home
Clay: really well maybe
We can hang out today.
                                              Hannah; yea sure I'll get
                                              Ready.
Clay: I'll see ya soon then.
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I smile at my phone thinking about today and I hurry up out of bed and take a shower. I finish my routine and I run downstairs, good morning mom, good morning Dad, I say as I grab an apple from the fruit bowl.

"Good morning Hannah." My mom says. "I'm going out with clay today can I use the car." I say then I bite into my apple.

"Yea sure." My mom says. "Just make sure you don't stay out to late okay?" She says.

"Okay mom, bye." I head toward the door.

"Have fun." My mom yells out before I head out.

I open the door and alex stands outside making me jump.

"Holy shit Alex you scared the hell outta me." I say taking a deep breath, I close the door behind me and I stand by him.

"Really Hannah that's a fucked up thing to do." Alex says.

"What's fucked up." I say confused.

"This." Alex digs in his bookbag and takes out the box that I put in his bookbag the other day at school.

"You're going to explain this shit to me." Alex says.

I look at him worried and I take a deep breath.