365 days

Day 9

25/12/2010

I'm writing this at 2 in the morning.

I was going to wait a little bit longer but I couldn't sleep, because what I'm about to write is related to the most annoying person I've ever met in my life.

And I'm talking about Ryder.

My mom didn't tell me that she invited her friend to have dinner with us. I mean, I'm okay with that BUT I didn't know that Ryder would come. Of course he would. I was too dumb to even think about that. After all, he is her son, it would be weird if Clarisse (my mom's friend/Ryder's mom) came alone.

FYI, mom told me that her husband is dead because of cancer so she's a single parent now. Well, I kinda feel bad for Ryder but he annoys the fuck out of me.

You're probably wondering what the fuck happened at the dinner.

It went quite well, I must say, until he decided to make fun of me.

Okay so, here's the story.

As I said, I didn't know that my mom invited her friend to have dinner with us, and when I saw Ryder, I swear, I almost ran. Something about him makes me want to run, like I don't know, he's probably the only guy that I've talked to this year, pathetic? I know, but that's not really the point.

Okay, back to the story. My mom called me and she told me to talk to Ryder and when I asked her 'why should I', she said 'because he's the guest and you need to welcome him.' it doesn't make sense at all for me, like, I'm not the one who invited him so why should I bother to talk to him, but I ended up saying 'hi' to him (and he only nodded to me.), and it became awkward after that.

After the dinner, my mom whispered something to me, I believe she said something like this 'why don't you show Ryder a little bit of your childhood?' that was random, I know. Like, why does my mom try so hard for me to be friends with Ryder, I don't want to be friends with him, I just want to be alone.

So I asked my mom, what does she mean, and she said, 'ya know, you can show him your childhood photos' at that moment, I swear, I was looking at my mom with the 'are you joking' look.

I know that my sister heard that, because she was smirking at me. Ugh.

I didn't do what my mom wanted me to do, but then I regretted it. If only I did what she said, if only I had the initiative to show him first, because the next thing I know, mom already took the photos album (which is full of my childhood photos) and shows it to the guests. Yes, she showed it not only to Ryder, but his mom as well. I love my life.

And I won't forget their faces when they saw my photos, especially the photos when I was pooping in the toilet, like what the hell mom, why did you take it when I was doing my business.

Mom kept saying that I looked cute, the hell is cute with the face that you make when you're pooping, only her would say that it's cute.

Of course, Ryder and her mom were laughing at my photos, not only one photo but more. I realized that there are so many embarrassing photos of me, I want to kill myself right at that time.

Let's just skip to the time where Clarisse and Ryder decided to come home because it was 1am already (even though, they live in the next door). I smiled to them, thanking them to come but it was fake, there's no way I would be smiling at them after they laughed at me. I can't blame them though, because it's my mom who showed it in the first place.

But this, I fucking blame Ryder for making fun of me. He whispered something before he left, he said, 'next time, don't forget to close the bathroom door when you're pooping, I might take a photo of you and will hang it up on my room so I can see that nice face everyday.' and he winked. HE. FUCKING. WINKED.

Note: my hand is tired, i need to stop but i need to spill this, like i can't tell anyone else about it because i have no one to talk to.

Another note: I didn't give Ryder anything for christmas, it's his fault for not telling me that he was going to my house but then again, he's not even my friend. I got phone cases from my mom, hoodie from my sister, and a teddy bear from my dad.

OH! And, merry christmas! :)

[A/N: it's quite long, I know. It must be so tiring for Emma to write all of this lmao. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Don't forget to give a vote and comment. I love you guys❤️]