My Best Friends Justin Bieber *Book 2*

Chapter 11

Justins POV

"I have Leukemia Justin." She whispered hesitantly

"W-what?" I whispered collapsing next to her on her bed

"My mom she- well thats what she died from." She explained wiping her tears

"Chelsea I- god. I- I just dont-" I stuttered in shock

She began to cry again, this time in my chest gripping my shirt tightly. Seeing her like this broke my heart, it makes me regret everything I did to her even more.

"Baby shhh, dont cry. Your gonna be okay I promise." I whispered as tears spilled down my cheeks

"N- no Justin, how am I gonna tell my dad? He lost my mom and that broke him, im all he has left." She whispered the last part now crying even harder

"Ill be here Chels, I always will be. Ill help you get through this baby." I whispered running my fingers through my hair

"I-I have to tell him Justin." She sobbed

"I know, ill be here. Ill help you okay." I said wiping my tears

"You dont understand Justin, the doctor said I dont have much longer. 3, 4 months tops. I have a chance with chemotherapy but its spread alot. I cant leave him Justin." She sobbed making me cry ever harder

"Your going to make it Chelsea, your a strong girl. My strong girl, ive put you through the worst and yet you still have a smile on your face. This is just another obstacle your going to get over baby, I promise." I whispered kissing the top of her head

"Will you come with me?" She asked sitting up

"Of course baby, take a deep breath." I said pulling her into a hug

She squeezed me as tight as she could before pulling away and taking a deep breath. I wiped her tears gently and she brought her hands up to wipe mine, as her thumb swept over my cheek I felt my stomach do flips. Looking in her eyes made me fall in love with her all over again, I cant loose her, I need her.

"Cmon." She whispered grabbing my hand

I interlaced my fingers with hers as she led me down the stairs, we went into the kitchen were everyones head snapped towards us. "Take a deep breath." I whispered

Chelseas POV

"Take a deep breath." Justin whispered

I felt myself physically shaking as I stared into my fathers eyes, the man who raised me to be the woman I am today. I knew this news would break him, deep down inside a part of me just wanted to run, run away from this and all the problems with it. But I know that my mother wouldnt want me to, shed want me to face it as she did. As a strong willed individual that I was raised to be.

"Sweetheart is everything okay?" My dad asked concern filled his eyes

"Dad, I-I uh." I began to tear up as my breath hitched my throat

"Look at me Chels." Justin said cupping my face "Breath." He whispered

I took a deep breath and faced my dad again, this time I could see tears in his eyes. "No. No, no no." He whispered shaking his head

At that instant I knew he knew, he knew I had the same disease that pulled my mother away from us to soon, the same disease that broke him once and was now breaking him all over again.

"Daddy im sorry." I whispered as tears flooded down my face "So sorry." I whispered pulling him into a hug burying my face into the crook of his neck

"I cant loose you Chelsea, I just cant." He sobbed hugging me tighter

"I know daddy, im so sorry." I cried hugging him tighter

I pulled away to run upstairs but instead felt 2 arms pull me into there chest, I inhaled there sent as I sobbed into there chest. "Its okay baby." Justin whispered

I pulled away and saw the confused faces of everyone, Kenny, Alfredo, Ryan , Chaz, Patty, Jeremy and even Nick.

"I have Acute Leukemia." I whispered causing all there faces to fall

I saw Jeremy pull Patty into a hug as she sobbed into his chest and Alfredo, Ryan and Chaz pulled me into a tight hug. They were all crying, all heartbroken, all confused of what the future held.

"I can tell you all that im going to fight, as hard as I can. But there one thing I want you all to do for me. I dont want you to look at me differently or treat me differently because of this. Im still the same Chelsea you guys all love." I said putting on a small smile

They all nodded in agreement as they wiped there tears, all but my dad. He had disappeared from the room. I headed up to his room where I knew he would be and pushed open the door. He was sitting on the bed, tears running down his face while holding something in his hand. He looked up at me and smiled, wiping his tears.

"Your mother wrote this for you, the day she left us. She only wanted me to give it to you if this happened." He explained handing me a piece of paper

I opened it and it read:

Chelsea, my sweet innocent baby Chelsea. Ive spent the last few months thinking about how I should write this letter, If I should write it. Ive hoped and prayed that this day would have never came, but deep down I knew it would.

If theres one thing I have to say its be strong, be the Chelsea Amber Braun I raised. The Chelsea who is fast asleep in my arms as I write this. The Chelsea who refuses to shed a tear near me but instead acts like nothing is wrong. Im sorry I left you and your father, I knew this day would come I just hoped not so soon. I want you to do something for me, Fight. Believe. Stay strong. Because the only thing you have to fear is fear itself, you have no reason to be afraid. You will make it through this, I know it.

I love you so much, more than you could ever know and writing this letter pains me dearly because I know this is my last day with you, my little girl. Ive seen you grow up as a strong individual and thats something that has never left you. Im proud to call you my daughter and I will always be watching over you. I will be there every step of the way, in your heart. Remember what I said when you were little, love can make or break a individual. I can tell your the happiest when around Justin, I can see the way he looks at you. In a few years when you read this let the people who live you most make you, not break you.

You will always be my Angel, I love you to the moon and back, forever and always.

I wiped my tears as I held the paper to my chest and smiled, I was going to fight. Im going to believe and im going to be strong. I have to, I owe that much to my mom, and dad, and everyone who I love. I will fight, until my last breath, I will not give up, and I will not be broken.

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Short chapter but how was it? I wonder how the book will end ;) What do you guys think will happen?

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